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karisrou
i haven't posted here in ages, but canyon passed on last night and i wanted to post something.
she was about 3 and a half, and i just went in to see her in the morning. She was lying on her hay pile, which i found strange for her. i went over and looked and her eyes were half open, which made me confused as too why she wasn't moving around if she was awake like that. I bent down to pet her and as soon as i touched her and she didn't move i knew exactly what happened. i just got hit with the scariest emotion i have felt in such a long time. you know, like you can't believe it but you know its true. I immediately fell to my knees and cried for about 10 minutes, because she was my first guinea pig i ever had. after a little bit longer, i picked her up to put her in a shoebox and take her outside to bury her. she was so hard and stiff and heavy, it felt so sad and strange, like she was just a doll. when i got her outside, i dug a small grave and took her out of the box and set her in the ground. i scratched her ear one last time, and said "goodbye piggie" as i cried again. after i finished burying her, i just held her two sisters for a good half hour while i cried some more.
and now my heart just feels a little more empty.
she was about 3 and a half, and i just went in to see her in the morning. She was lying on her hay pile, which i found strange for her. i went over and looked and her eyes were half open, which made me confused as too why she wasn't moving around if she was awake like that. I bent down to pet her and as soon as i touched her and she didn't move i knew exactly what happened. i just got hit with the scariest emotion i have felt in such a long time. you know, like you can't believe it but you know its true. I immediately fell to my knees and cried for about 10 minutes, because she was my first guinea pig i ever had. after a little bit longer, i picked her up to put her in a shoebox and take her outside to bury her. she was so hard and stiff and heavy, it felt so sad and strange, like she was just a doll. when i got her outside, i dug a small grave and took her out of the box and set her in the ground. i scratched her ear one last time, and said "goodbye piggie" as i cried again. after i finished burying her, i just held her two sisters for a good half hour while i cried some more.
and now my heart just feels a little more empty.