aurvandil
New Born Pup
a post for my sweet little girl, coco pig
i don’t quite understand why i can’t process this grief, i lost my beloved dog a while back and i didn’t find myself crying at all the weeks later, but 22 days after i lost my sweetheart i still get days where i just can’t breathe from the pain of it, i miss her more than i’ve missed anything in my life, so i would like to remember her here- to hopefully stop myself from crying, and to have a space to remember her when i feel the pain again
my dear coco, i miss your cuddles and your kisses, your sweet little racing stripe, your ginger foot that made you stand out, that stupid sweet look you had, like a squashed potato, i miss your little sounds and squeaks, i miss the way you used to wake me up at 4am chewing on your hideys, i miss the way you would look up at me towards the end, like you knew how much i loved you, the way you would try to hide in my hood, the kisses you gave me all morning on your last day
i know i didn’t fail you but i can’t get rid of the guilt, I'm so sorry i didn’t notice you were in pain for so long, i hope your new home is full of everything you ever loved, i hope you are at peace my beloved pig
may the winds carry you
thank you to this forum, without the help of the people here i don’t think i would have known how to begin to move along
i’ve included plenty of pictures of my baby, from babyhood to her last day, she was a very happy pig- i will heal
i don’t quite understand why i can’t process this grief, i lost my beloved dog a while back and i didn’t find myself crying at all the weeks later, but 22 days after i lost my sweetheart i still get days where i just can’t breathe from the pain of it, i miss her more than i’ve missed anything in my life, so i would like to remember her here- to hopefully stop myself from crying, and to have a space to remember her when i feel the pain again
my dear coco, i miss your cuddles and your kisses, your sweet little racing stripe, your ginger foot that made you stand out, that stupid sweet look you had, like a squashed potato, i miss your little sounds and squeaks, i miss the way you used to wake me up at 4am chewing on your hideys, i miss the way you would look up at me towards the end, like you knew how much i loved you, the way you would try to hide in my hood, the kisses you gave me all morning on your last day
i know i didn’t fail you but i can’t get rid of the guilt, I'm so sorry i didn’t notice you were in pain for so long, i hope your new home is full of everything you ever loved, i hope you are at peace my beloved pig
may the winds carry you
thank you to this forum, without the help of the people here i don’t think i would have known how to begin to move along
i’ve included plenty of pictures of my baby, from babyhood to her last day, she was a very happy pig- i will heal
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