xxangelxx2440
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Hey everyone, this is piggle related but more about fears and worries on my end so please bare with me, if this isn't appropriate then please let me know.
So yesterday after holding my new baby female and my nearly six year old female together I put them back leaving the shed door open (as I usually do during daylight hours) came inside and started doing some jobs, it wasn't ten minutes later that a husky 4 doors down appeared in the garden (our fences are six feet tall per house) my heart literally stopped, I have an open cage and never once have there been any problems, my pigs are use to roaming the garden freely during the summer which they loved, and there are no foxes because of the sheer number of houses and human activity.
I immediately ran down but it was too late. I still have nightmares because I had a second old sow that we though had fallen out of the cage four days before Christmas..... Guess how wrong we where.
Now I am terrified to go back down there because it feels like I genuinely failed them, the one that died before Christmas was inquisitive and would have wanted to say hello because she got on with our dog, so now I'm stuck in a rut, sad and feel like a failure. Any advice? We're keeping the door closed at all times now, but that doesn't stop the paranoia, I haven't seen them since yesterday and just thinking of going makes me feel sick. Thank you in advance.
So yesterday after holding my new baby female and my nearly six year old female together I put them back leaving the shed door open (as I usually do during daylight hours) came inside and started doing some jobs, it wasn't ten minutes later that a husky 4 doors down appeared in the garden (our fences are six feet tall per house) my heart literally stopped, I have an open cage and never once have there been any problems, my pigs are use to roaming the garden freely during the summer which they loved, and there are no foxes because of the sheer number of houses and human activity.
I immediately ran down but it was too late. I still have nightmares because I had a second old sow that we though had fallen out of the cage four days before Christmas..... Guess how wrong we where.
Now I am terrified to go back down there because it feels like I genuinely failed them, the one that died before Christmas was inquisitive and would have wanted to say hello because she got on with our dog, so now I'm stuck in a rut, sad and feel like a failure. Any advice? We're keeping the door closed at all times now, but that doesn't stop the paranoia, I haven't seen them since yesterday and just thinking of going makes me feel sick. Thank you in advance.