Sarah-sore
Teenage Guinea Pig
Last Sunday my beautiful baby Callie finally lost her life long battle with uterus and reproductive organ issues. A few years ago she was diagonsed with ovarian cysts, then about 5 months ago she was diagonsed wirh a slow growing fiberus mass on her uterus. I tried to get to her to a vet on Monday but everyone was full and no one could see her. I hope to god she wasnt in pain at the end. Or scared. She had a lot of blood coming out of her behind(I'm assuming this was the mass growing.) It was just an hour before she was supposed to go to the vets that i found her on her side, unresponsive. You had just turned 5. November was your birth month and Feburary was the month i brought you home. I miss you so much Callie and i love you so so much. This is one of the hardest losses ive ever felt. my moms dog, the dog that i grew up with for 14 years passed away a month ag and that makes this all the worse. I hope you and Charlie are having so much fun together playing in heaven because you never could down here. Wed always let him sniffand lick you. Do you remember how hed try to follow you around at floor time while you walked around squeaking? I hope youre tormenting your sisters and putting the run on them all up there Because i didnt let you do that for long down here. I hope to god youre in no more pain up there. I'm so sorry i couldnt get you the help you needed at the end and I'm sure you were in a lot of pain and i am so so so sorrry i couldnt save you this time. Words cant explain how sorry i am that i couldnt take your pain away. I would do anything to see you popcorn and painfree just one more time. I love and miss you so much Callie. Words cant even describe. I know youre in a better place but i wish you were here with me still. I miss and love you everyday princess.