I woke up anxious and angry this morning, I went bed around 2-3am and woke up wide away nearer 7am.
The reason? I ASKED my sister not to tell her boyfriend that I rang the police, the kids were angry and I didn't want them to know it was me, maybe I'm a coward for that but they wouldn't understand. I wake up to my phone vibrating and her boyfriend trying to call me, a voicemail and text from him. Nothing too abusive, just a simple, what you think your doing putting your nose in, i love *name* more than anything, you've made everything worse.
Excuse me? You're the one who attacked a police man, your the one who threw a steel toed cap down the stairs at my sister, your the one rowing and threatening my sister when my nephews who are still learning and growing up (16 and 11) are downstairs wearing headphones to TRY AND BLOCK IT OUT. How DARE HE!
I just lost my head and ranted and raved to my boyfriend as he drove to work and the to my mom. I feel like thats it, my sister has done this, she told him when I asked her not too, she's such a cow, trust me, she isn't this beaten up little women. She isn't afraid to yell and spit in his face, she's only scared when he's violent and then she betrays me.
If he ever speaks to me face to face, I will tell him what I think of his coward tail between leg ways, if she asks for a favour again, I'll tell her no, finally, I'm not being the bloody push over in this family again. Yes, ringing the police WAS the right decision, and I'm being punished for it, who do they think I am?!?! I've had abuse in my life, I nearly died in a violent relationship. Yet they think they can mold me however they want. Use and abuse both me and mom and then scream and cry about how terrible her life is.
She has a choice, she can leave or she can stay, everytime he threatens her and I hear it, the police will be there. I would do it for a complete stranger. I'm not going to feel guilty if in 2 years it goes to far and shes dead or in hospital. I have a backbone.
I apoligise at how mumbled and angry this is, I've done something I thought extremely important and then I got stabbed in the back for it by the only person I wanted to help, to show she had someone in our family that gave two cents for her! Even when she gives nothing back.