Just to let you know that Bab died this afternoon after 3 months of struggle with eating/mouth problems. I'm so shocked as there was no sign of deterioration and he even climbed out of his cage for his usual syringe feed at breakfast time and lunchtime. He couldnt eat lunch and I thought something was blocking his throat but there was nothing obstructing. I put him into his cage so I could warm up his heat pad but he fell over and I realised something was so wrong. I lifted him on to my knee and just cuddled him, he was so poorly so quickly but he passed awat peacefully after 3 hours and now he looks so like he is just asleep. He has been syringe fed for 12 weeks now and he was very thin but I had seen him improve over the past few days and hoped with all my heart he was getting better. I feel so lost and lonely now and don't know what to do with my time as I was devoted to him over past 12 weeks. Also can anyone help me, what is the best thing to do. Should I bury him in my garden or should I ask my vet to cremate him and then scatter his ashes.Its just too unbearable for me, please tell me what he would want. He was only 3, so just a boy really.I hope that some of you may be online as I know you can understand how I am tonight and the depth of my sad heart. Yours Babsmam.