Self Isolation Mikknu - Roll Call

It's a rough time. She went downhill so quickly, and I just didn't know it and wasn't there for her. I feel so much worse for not having been there for her. She was so weak she couldn't walk, and we knew it was going to come sooner rather than later once she stopped eating.

I feel a bit overwhelmed. Between my personal life and school at the moment, I feel really beaten down. I'm just not sure what to do about it.
 
I am so sorry to hear this, such a difficult time for you. Remember Jazzy knew you loved her and in her last days she was with kind people she knew and who looked after her well.
 
Merab's Slave said:
How are you feeling today?
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Sigh... sadly not too well. School resumes for me tomorrow and I've been working on setting things up today for tomorrow. In the coming week I've got 2 exams and I need to work on a big art project. I'm more free than not now that everything is online though.

I've been trying to keep busy. I'm doing an art trade with my friend and I'm trying to write/play my 3DS whenever I run out of other things to do. I've been hiding in my bedroom mostly. I'm afraid of just totally stalling out if I sit and think too long. I called my other mom and sister yesterday, which was... painful. They're really torn up too.

The boys are helping a little. Here, have a video of them. I redid their cage a little to open up more space on the half loft for them, and they really like it.
New video by Dragon Wolf
 
Merab's Slave said:
Hope the exams go well for you.
What is your art project?
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A collage project, based off of chimaeras/mash ups. Everything has to be drawn from real life though. Before, I had a museum I could go to... Now, I've got to find stuff around the house to incorporate. I was really excited with the project to begin with, but now, it seems so... blah. I get to mix spoons together... Whee...

My house is pretty boring unfortunately. I can't use pictures, and I dooonnnn't think the boys would sit still long enough for me to draw them.
 
Merab's Slave said:
Sounds as if you’re going to have to get really creative.
Good luck
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Yeah... I was originally going to do a fox chimaera and mix it with various bird species and plants, but as I'm now quite limited in what I can observe, I'm going to use a fox stuffed animal I have. As for everything else... well... I'm just not sure, but I've got 8 days to figure it out.

Tomorrow I'm going to try making homemade fried chicken, mashed potatoes, carrots, and corn. I'll let you'll know how it turns out(If it does turn out).
 
Dinner went well. The chicken was a bit bland unfortunately.. I wish I'd added a bit more pepper, and a bit of onion powder. It's been a long, long day. My car is a bit on the fritz, which is giving me some severe anxiety.

Mom wants me to stop working, when I've barely began. I don't want to, I need money. But... I dont know, everything is all so AAAAAHHHH right now, if you know what I mean?
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