My beautiful boy Naseem (naz)

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Thanks to everyone for your support during Naseems illness. He passed over tonight. Naz suffered another fit todayand didnt recover. He spent the rest of the day struggling and fighting, but in the end, he couldnt even stand. The emergency vet put him to sleep as there was nothing else that could be done. I wanted to let him die with peace and dignity, even though my heart broke. It was a decision I didnt want to make, yet at the same time, I didnt, as the vet told me he was suffering now, and it would be the kindest thing to do. I am absolutely heartbroken, and cant believe my daft mutt isnt here anymore. I will remember all the great times we had together with such fondest, and pray that i did the right thing, and that he forgives me. Although i know I did. To see him the way he was today was just horrible, and i hope he is running free now. I was given a piece of fur, and the crem are picking him up. When I get his ashes back, I would love to eventually have them made into a stone, when I'm ready. I know some will find that a bit strange, but I want a necklace so he is always close to my heart.
it hurts so much at the moment its unreal. Here are a couple of pics taken last weekend
R.I.P. my gorgeous boy. Naseem..naz-dog, nazza wazza.. I will never ever forget you. The best dog in the world x

del (my bf) my kids codie-beth and jay-caleb
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naz looking splendid <3
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Naseem and me, i will remember this day. He loved the walk.
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Words cannot express how sorry I am to hear about Naz. He was a very brave boy and the fight he put up to stay with you was incredible. I know how much having the last few days with Naz has meant to you all, and I'm glad that you have the lovely photos to look back on. Your care and devotion to Naz was so touching and I am shedding tears whilst writing this. Sleep well lovely Naz.
 
Awwwwww I'm so sorry you lost your darling Naz 8... I know how much he meant to you reading your heartfelt words about him over the last few weeks and seeing the beautiful pictures of him with you and your family. He will always be in your heart and I think your idea of a stone being made is beautiful :) You did all you could and more for your beloved Naz and it was just his time to go. R.I.P. Naz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sending love and hugs to you at this very sad time xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
I've just sent you a message on Facebook Tori, but wanted to say again how sorry I am to hear of Naz's departure. I agree with debbie they never leave you, he'll always be with you.

At least he is at peace now. I hope you can take some cmfort from that, you deserve a medal for all you've done for him these past weeks. Get some rest when you can you must be knackered. x
 
i already posted in the other thread as i went straight to that one as i always do to check how you and Naz are:(i am so sad to read this but somehow so proud of you to put Naseems comfort first,you are a remarkable person and as much as you got upset you always tried to be strong for Naz,

Rest well Naz you are free of pain now,make sure you watch over your mum she loves you very much as do many of TGPF members,you must have been some dog to capture my heart from the other side of the world,RIP lovely boy xxxxxxxx
 
Am so sorry to read this, I have been keeping an eye on his past few weeks on here and on Facebook. Making that final decision is the hardest thing I have ever done, so I know how you feel. It is the final act of kindness that we can do for our beloved pets.

Sending big big hugs your way. Remember the good times and focus on the lovely life he had with you.
 
I'm so sorry Tori. It is even harder when they are suffering but unable to pass, you did a brave thing in helping him reach peace that last bit. With time, you will find it easier to see that Naz will never leave you, he will always be with you.

The idea of the stone is beautiful, not strange at all. Keeping him close to your heart in such a precious way.

Take care of yourself honey. Lots of hugs to Jay and Codie-Beth too, I've been in their position, losing a dog I'd never been without. x
 
It's never an easy decision, but it sounds like you did everything you could before helping him along. He was obviously adored and loved in his lifetime and that's the best anyone could wish for. I agree about the stone, not strange at all, but a lovely and permanent memorial to your boy.

xx
 
I'm so sorry to hear this, I felt really sad when I read it, he was a beautiful boy and i can understand how you must be devastated. My thoughts go to you and your family, they all looked so happy with him x
 
I am so sorry that you had to have pts Naz - it's such a heartrending decision to make. Rest assured that Naz knew he was loved to bits by you and given the freedom from his suffering and pain.

RIP Naz - nobody could be loved more, or love more than you!

I keep thinking of you, Tori, even when the internet is down!

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Tori, I wish I could give you a big hug! So sorry you had to go through this. 8...

Thinking about you and your family.
 
So sorry to hear the bad news Tori. Nothing will make you feel better at the moment, but you know he had a good life with all the love and care from you and know is he is pain free. Like a few others have said he will always be by your side.
 
Aw, Tori - I am so sorry to hear about Naz. Your relationship with him touched us all and it is so sad to hear that he finally passed. I'm sure his spirit will always be with you.

My thoughts are with you and your family at this extremely difficult time. x
 
My heart goes out to you...I lost my dog Caleb earlier this year, he had to be put to sleep after developing cancer and he was only 8....I neednt say anything other than I know exactly how your feeling...I have Calebs ashes here with me which all my friends find a bit odd, but I didnt know they could be made into a stone! What a lovely idea....

hugs..Sam x
 
I'm so so sorry - I was dreading reading this post, and I can't imagine how you must be feeling but you did the last thing you could do for him and he would thank you for it if he could.

Rest peacefully handsome boy.

Sending huge hugs to you

Sophie
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I am so sorry to hear about Naz he was such a brave boy.Naz will always be with you .The stone is a lovely idea . my love goes to you and your family.Naz god bless sleep tight you are loved so much and gave so much love back.Rest in peace Naz. Love to you all Teresa and Natasha XXXXXX
 
I am crying reading this8.... Such a beutiful Boy who was obviously loved so much.

Sending hugs to you and your family Tori x

RIP Naz, sleep well. xx
 
I'm sure he knows you did all you could, and knows that you did what was best for him
He looked really happy and he'll be running free now with no pain or aches. <3
I'm sure he loves and misses you all just as much. He was a great dog. May he R.I.P. now. You will be forever missed Naz. Much love and hugs to you and your family. :( ♥
 
I think having his ashes made into a stone is a wonderful idea.
There are no words to say to make it better, you have your memories; those never leave.
My thoughts are with you & your family x)

Sleep in peace Naz, you are so sadly missed xoxo
 
Dear Tori and family we're so so sorry to hear that Naz has taken that last step to the bridge 8...8...8...
RIP Nazeem run free at the bridge sweet guy, run thru the green grass and chase the butterflies and play with all the other pups, you'll NEVER be forgotten xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) and special loves from us all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You did the right thing sweetie, he couldn't keep struggling like that. He knew how much he was loved bless him he just wanted to stay but he knew the pups at the bridge were calling his name, now he's there :(
Another little star twinkling in the sky ............. :(
 
I am so sorry that you have lost Naz :0 He was a wonderful boy and you did your very best for him. He will live on in your heart forever and will be watching over you and the family from Rainbow Bridge. Sleep peacefully Naseem, you will be sadly missed by all. xxxxx
 
thanks everyone. I had a bad day yesterday wondering if i did the right thing, I think its just because i miss him so much. Anyone elses dog and i would have said they had no choice, he looked so sad :(
The crem just phoned. They will have his ashes back with me in about half an hour. I feel sick. Dont know what to expect. Ive got the scatter box, as I didnt like the urns and boxes they had. Want to get my own, until I'm ready to send the ashes away.
I kept saying how much i didnt want another dog, but last night its all i could think about. I could never replace him, but i feel so lost without him. I even went to feed him, and myself and Del keep thinking we have heard him, its so strange. I couldnt have got through this without the love and support from yopu all, Thanks xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
mstori said:
thanks everyone. I had a bad day yesterday wondering if i did the right thing, I think its just because i miss him so much. Anyone elses dog and i would have said they had no choice, he looked so sad :(
The crem just phoned. They will have his ashes back with me in about half an hour. I feel sick. Dont know what to expect. Ive got the scatter box, as I didnt like the urns and boxes they had. Want to get my own, until I'm ready to send the ashes away.
I kept saying how much i didnt want another dog, but last night its all i could think about. I could never replace him, but i feel so lost without him. I even went to feed him, and myself and Del keep thinking we have heard him, its so strange. I couldnt have got through this without the love and support from yopu all, Thanks xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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I'm so sorry you have been feeling like this:(,big big hugs for you,and no it is never replacing you will always have a special place in your heart for Naz and no other dog will ever change that,When my toby died at the start of 2008 i was so distraught,he was my last pet so i had nothing to take my mind of it,i went out 2 weeks later and picked my Hoochy,it was very soon after toby's death but Hooch helped to heal my broken heart and filled me with joy,i appreciated all the puppy antics all the more and still to this day hooch is my healing puppy,i never regret getting him for a second,the only thing i would say is with many people they expect the new dog to be like the old one and when they aren't sometimes you can get disappointed,Hooch is nothing like toby but he has some traits that make me remember toby in happier times,if you feel like you need a new dog to love then you have my support xxxxxyour love for Naz will never change don't forget that,xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
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I'm so sorry you have been feeling like this:(,big big hugs for you,and no it is never replacing you will always have a special place in your heart for Naz and no other dog will ever change that,When my toby died at the start of 2008 i was so distraught,he was my last pet so i had nothing to take my mind of it,i went out 2 weeks later and picked my Hoochy,it was very soon after toby's death but Hooch helped to heal my broken heart and filled me with joy,i appreciated all the puppy antics all the more and still to this day hooch is my healing puppy,i never regret getting him for a second,the only thing i would say is with many people they expect the new dog to be like the old one and when they aren't sometimes you can get disappointed,Hooch is nothing like toby but he has some traits that make me remember toby in happier times,if you feel like you need a new dog to love then you have my support xxxxxyour love for Naz will never change don't forget that,xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Del said we are going to go away for the weekend just me and him, then hopefully have a break with the kids. I havent been able to go away because of Naz. Never been able to leave him for a few years now, so kinda looking forward to a night away. My mam will look after the cat, fish, piggies and bunnies :)
Del said when we get back, will see about another dog.. everyone scared I'm rushing into it too quickly, esp as i hadnt wanted another. Just feel so lost without him. I dont want a one that is anything like naseem, would be too painful. Always wanted a dalmation, or weimaraner so thats what i want.. del not got much choice :(|)
I knew it was going to be painful, losing my boy, just hadnt realised just how much. I cant even sit in the sitting room, cos thats where his bed was, and even watching tv reminds me he isnt here..
I dropped some chips when making the kids tea yesterday, and called for Naz to get them.. just keep forgetting 8...
Thanks everyone xxxxxx
 
My heart goes out to you. I think the weekend away is just what you need at the moment. You have been through so much emotionally and the break will do you good.
 
I'm so sorry for your loss and I understand totally how you feel. We were exactly the same when we had to pts our beagle Jake 2 years ago. There are even times now when I walk into my mum & dad's and expect to see him. He will always be in your heart & even though it feels awful now, it will get easier. (((Hugs))) to you & your family xx
 
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