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sarsmccabe
I was up most of the night with Carl. He took a massive turn last night, almost like a stroke, and took him to the vets this morning. They did scans and xrays and found he had 5 lumps in he side and internal lumps. They said the pain he would have been in would have been why he has always bit me. He got worse the last few weeks. I got called back to the vets after lunch where we discussed what the options where. I could have agreed to operate but the chances where he wouldn't have made it through and there would still have been lumps left over so he would still have been in pain. I couldn't handle seeing him suffer so we took the best option and put him to sleep. I cried all afternoon and Eva was with me, she been great even though she's so young. I no a lot of people will have a go at me for having eva at the vets but he was taken away to another room so we weren't there and she got to say bye to him which was important to me. Lenny is lost without him but put millie in beside him to keep him company.
I am so so upset that i have lost him but i couldn't have been selfish and keep him alive while he was suffering. RIP my little man.
I am so so upset that i have lost him but i couldn't have been selfish and keep him alive while he was suffering. RIP my little man.