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mum
I found my Rainbow laying on his side at lunchtime and he couldn"t get up.It was hideous to see him struggling.he looked so distressed.Took him to the vet and she said that there was nothing they could do.I wanted to be with him when thay put him to sleep.They gave him gas first to make him dopey and I held him as they injected him.I"m crying as I"m typing this,it was awful.I know nothing could be done but I feel that I let him down.I"ve got another 19 piggies and I can"t bear the thought of this happening again.I"m devestated.