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gothchick1515
Hiya everyone, i need to rant away to get this off my chest or i might explode in tears!
I don't have any exams in my course (BTEC national Diploma in health studies) but its all assignments, i am a fairly organised person and hate upsetting people so i do all teh work and get it in on time as best i can.
its moderation in 2 weeks! and i have placement too! but that isnt why I'm stressed! i have just 4 assignments left to do then I'm free but i dont understand them and i wont see my lecturer till there due! also i spent so long on that sociology assignment (the one all you helped me with thanks again!) gave it to her pleased as punch that it was done and i was so proud of it! she took a quick flick through then said nah it aint right and practically through it back at me with no explanation as to what i needed to do to improve it, upset and angry i didnt go in the last day before my holiday and told them i had a dentist appointment!
also i have 2 assignments due on thursday and one that is half done i cant find and the assignment sheet for the other i cant find also! but what Pi**e* me of most is that i had them this morning and my mother has moved them! > so even though I'm in the mood to do them i CANT!
also my dads in a vile mood cos he just found out about eddie and doesnt nessercarily mind but did say he didnt like being made a fool of and thats fair enough
My sister Charlotte is constantly crying! and i understand shes in pain but its starting to be like nails on a chalkboard >
i have no money and no chance of a job in sight! have now got a pile of nearly 15 rejection letters all saying ' we would like someone with experience!' how the hell can i get experience if they dont give me the job!
I am beginning to get bored with driving lessons cos i dont see it going anywhere and I'm just annoyed with it all! i havent even been taught to park and i started them in april!
I have booked my 18th birthday party but i wanna loose weight for it nad its almost impossible cos I'm good with food but i cant exercise without falling over with a asthma attack!
all my old friends dont want to go to my 18th! which is really winding me up! even Lloyd hasnt got back to me about it or talked to me since MY 16TH BIRTHDAY! (a year ago) though sometimes i have the odd text but only if I'm lucky!
there are mice everywhere and it makes me tetchy because i have a genuine phobia of them! i cry if I'm near them I'm literally terrified!
I have work experience soon and though i told them i was a size 20 i keep worrying i wont fit in my uniform! which is a vile pea green trousers and a white tunic with pea green trim!
none of my friends want to go in to work with the children from chernobyl even though it means so much to me!
and everyone keeps talking about how much they hate their life and want to go jump off a cliff and whenever they talk about suicide i go mad because i know what it does to people and families because of my uncle > then when i think of mu uncle i get angry which makes me a not very nice person!
the one and i mean the only thing that is good is that i hated tuesdays as i had to be in till 5 but as i handed my last health and safety assignment in today she dissmissed me and now she doesnt need to see me again so thats more time at home and yes more time on TGPF! lol
sorry about me going off on one i bet my problems are barely problems compared to some other things going on in the world and with some of you lossing your darling piggies :'( but i had to rant to someone in someway and this way nobody sees me :'( sorry again
I don't have any exams in my course (BTEC national Diploma in health studies) but its all assignments, i am a fairly organised person and hate upsetting people so i do all teh work and get it in on time as best i can.
its moderation in 2 weeks! and i have placement too! but that isnt why I'm stressed! i have just 4 assignments left to do then I'm free but i dont understand them and i wont see my lecturer till there due! also i spent so long on that sociology assignment (the one all you helped me with thanks again!) gave it to her pleased as punch that it was done and i was so proud of it! she took a quick flick through then said nah it aint right and practically through it back at me with no explanation as to what i needed to do to improve it, upset and angry i didnt go in the last day before my holiday and told them i had a dentist appointment!
also i have 2 assignments due on thursday and one that is half done i cant find and the assignment sheet for the other i cant find also! but what Pi**e* me of most is that i had them this morning and my mother has moved them! > so even though I'm in the mood to do them i CANT!
also my dads in a vile mood cos he just found out about eddie and doesnt nessercarily mind but did say he didnt like being made a fool of and thats fair enough
My sister Charlotte is constantly crying! and i understand shes in pain but its starting to be like nails on a chalkboard >
i have no money and no chance of a job in sight! have now got a pile of nearly 15 rejection letters all saying ' we would like someone with experience!' how the hell can i get experience if they dont give me the job!
I am beginning to get bored with driving lessons cos i dont see it going anywhere and I'm just annoyed with it all! i havent even been taught to park and i started them in april!
I have booked my 18th birthday party but i wanna loose weight for it nad its almost impossible cos I'm good with food but i cant exercise without falling over with a asthma attack!
all my old friends dont want to go to my 18th! which is really winding me up! even Lloyd hasnt got back to me about it or talked to me since MY 16TH BIRTHDAY! (a year ago) though sometimes i have the odd text but only if I'm lucky!
there are mice everywhere and it makes me tetchy because i have a genuine phobia of them! i cry if I'm near them I'm literally terrified!
I have work experience soon and though i told them i was a size 20 i keep worrying i wont fit in my uniform! which is a vile pea green trousers and a white tunic with pea green trim!
none of my friends want to go in to work with the children from chernobyl even though it means so much to me!
and everyone keeps talking about how much they hate their life and want to go jump off a cliff and whenever they talk about suicide i go mad because i know what it does to people and families because of my uncle > then when i think of mu uncle i get angry which makes me a not very nice person!
the one and i mean the only thing that is good is that i hated tuesdays as i had to be in till 5 but as i handed my last health and safety assignment in today she dissmissed me and now she doesnt need to see me again so thats more time at home and yes more time on TGPF! lol
sorry about me going off on one i bet my problems are barely problems compared to some other things going on in the world and with some of you lossing your darling piggies :'( but i had to rant to someone in someway and this way nobody sees me :'( sorry again