yayoiharuko
Junior Guinea Pig
So today we had a speaking test in Japanese.
We had a partner for the test and had to make up a conversation between two students meeting for the first time- say things like: what's your name, whats your major, college, etc.
I was totally prepared. Studied, quizzed myself, everything.
I was there on time.. partner, not so much but whatever.
I felt somewhat confident as I walked in, and as soon as we stood up to start the test, I drew a complete blank. I swear I even forgot how to say my NAME.
It was a disaster..
I haven't reacted like that for a test for a long time. Not since high school, at least.
That and my partner kept saying "baku" (tin) instead of "boku" (I) and some word like "seizaku" which I found out later he meant "sa-zan"(southern.)
After class he just made me feel even worse by saying that "he may have messed up a couple words but at least he didn't forget everything".
I feel like I've let everyone down. My mom, myself, and my friend.
We had a partner for the test and had to make up a conversation between two students meeting for the first time- say things like: what's your name, whats your major, college, etc.
I was totally prepared. Studied, quizzed myself, everything.
I was there on time.. partner, not so much but whatever.
I felt somewhat confident as I walked in, and as soon as we stood up to start the test, I drew a complete blank. I swear I even forgot how to say my NAME.
It was a disaster..
I haven't reacted like that for a test for a long time. Not since high school, at least.
That and my partner kept saying "baku" (tin) instead of "boku" (I) and some word like "seizaku" which I found out later he meant "sa-zan"(southern.)
After class he just made me feel even worse by saying that "he may have messed up a couple words but at least he didn't forget everything".
I feel like I've let everyone down. My mom, myself, and my friend.