Beautifulmess
Adult Guinea Pig
I'm not so fussed about the snow but the ice is making my life hell, I haven't left the house since Sunday. I'm too scared to slip over, my boyfriends car wouldn't go up his streets hill so he oculdn't get to me last night so I was really lonely and I got all mad and took it out on him so I was crying most of the evening... i think it is NOW Africa's time to go but can't get the vets without Daniel. He might be coming tonight, but it depends if the freeze hits us before 6pm again, if it does he can't, I haven't seen him since Sunday, I have a broken computer and I'm using my old one that takes 5 minutes for the words to show up on the screen and an amazing 40 minutes to even load up! We should be going PC World tonight.
On top of it all, I've finally been paid but I'm so depressed over the above I've lost my interest in fighting my way into town against the elements to get the stuff I need, plus its my moms birthday on Friday, if the weather doesn't inprove she won't have a meal, mines the week after and i have 13 people coming to a meal for that. I wish my depression would go away, I've not had it for ages, not this bad, so bad I don't do anything that eneds doing, I left the washing up since Sunday... I only just did it today, I managed to clean the pigs out yesterday but only because it hurts to leave them messy.I'm forcing myself to eat so I stay on my diet, I just want Daniel *** I'm never depressed around him and with all the falling out we've done the past 4 days, we haven't been able to hug each other to say sorry properly
Rant over lol... DAMN WEATHER!mallethead
On top of it all, I've finally been paid but I'm so depressed over the above I've lost my interest in fighting my way into town against the elements to get the stuff I need, plus its my moms birthday on Friday, if the weather doesn't inprove she won't have a meal, mines the week after and i have 13 people coming to a meal for that. I wish my depression would go away, I've not had it for ages, not this bad, so bad I don't do anything that eneds doing, I left the washing up since Sunday... I only just did it today, I managed to clean the pigs out yesterday but only because it hurts to leave them messy.I'm forcing myself to eat so I stay on my diet, I just want Daniel *** I'm never depressed around him and with all the falling out we've done the past 4 days, we haven't been able to hug each other to say sorry properly
Rant over lol... DAMN WEATHER!mallethead