Dear beautifulboyz, I've just seen your other post from a couple of weeks ago about Marmalade. I'm so sorry for your double loss in such a short spell of time. You will be feeling pretty numb right now. Know that at least they are together again and I bet Freddie tunes in to Dr Who and gets Marmalade to watch it with him.
I have had a bad run recently, losing three of my clan within a month of each other. Losing one is bad enough. But to lose them close together as you just have is heavy going.
Maybe, as much as he loved you, Freddie just needed to be by his brothers side.
Big big hugs to you. Enjoy forever after Freddie and Marmalade.x