Aww Indie, Yoshie does look a real little darling indeed. His eyes remind me of my little Daisy who passed only just in April recently. It's an awful feeling, and even though we know we are going to be upset by looking at photos/videos etc, we still want to look.
Even though we want to look and know at the same time that the piccies etc may make us cry, for some reason, sometimes we want to cry and just think about how much we miss our little buddies.
I know I've been like that for a good few months lately, moreso since we had to have Daisy put to sleep. I want to talk about her to my immediately family and wonder if we could have done anything else to improve her state of health, but I also cry at the same time and sometimes, I'm quite happy to go into another room, or stay in the shower or whatever and just think about her and cry. Often, following that emotional time, I feel a lot better, and I think that I must have needed to cry. All sorts of other factors pop into the emotional state too..............but grief takes a long time to work through.
Try not to upset yourself too much by looking at Yoshie's pics etc, but when you need to look at them, don't hold back, just do it.
Take care and thinking of you. xx
but i can also smile too when remembering some of the things he did......
