Anselmo - 2010 - 16th Jan 2017

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I still can't quite get my head around this at all, so apologies if I start to waffle.

I had my beloved boar Anselmo euthanised last Monday due to a neurological issue that was affecting his bodily functions. And I'm gutted. He's been through so much and was still going strong at 7 years old. I thought he would outlive me.

So, I adopted Anselmo back in June 2010. He was 1kg in weight so we guessed him to be at least 6 months old. He was "an unwanted dad" (I still have his papers in my purse that say this) and he was called Marvin.

He started out being bottom pig in a trio, with Fozzy and Arnold J Rimmer. He so loved Arnold and I would sometimes catch him trying to sneak in next to him when Fozzy wasn't looking.

Once Fozzy passed away Anselmo snuck up to second pig, above new boy Toki Wartooth.

We all had a big move soon after and moved from Middlesbrough to Leicester. Almost immediately after Anselmo's issues began. He started to squeak when peeing and he was diagnosed with a bladder stone.

He had 2 bladder stone surgeries in his life, the second one after he was 5 years old and he took them all in his stride. That boy loved his food and no surgery was going to stop him eating.

After his best buddy Arnold passed away he was in a trio for a little while with Toki and Jon Snow. He was very much Top Pig and proud of it. He was the ruler!

Sadly Toki passed away very young and Anselmo didn't get along with Jon in a pair. I tried a new boar, Podrick Payne and still it didn't work.

So, he lived alone for a while and that's when our bond grew. He had medication twice daily, and I regularly monitored him to ensure his calcium output was okay. He was such a good boy taking his med's but would happily give me a nip, or tug my top to tell me to stop loving on him and put him home.

He loved to nip and tug at the vet too, she loved his visits saying how much of a personality he had. And he really did. I know we all say how all of our pigs have great personalities but Anselmo was truly 1 in a million. He was so opinionated that he would only drink one type of orange juice (for his bladder issues) and he could tell if it came out of a carton or bottle. He refused carton juice!

He briefly had a new cagemate in Spencer, a lone pig of a friend whose landlord made her rehome him. Anselmo was in love again. Two old boys pootling around the cage after each other, and Spencer got a bit of loving from Anselmo too!

Again, Anselmo outlived his cagemate and went back to being a lone boar. But he was happy. He loved his food and he loved his cage and he especially loved his little curtain that he slept behind. Oh, and he loved hay seed heads.

Since he's been gone I've noticed how much my life revolved around him. Making sure I'm home to give him his medicine, putting him in his nebuliser whenever he needed it, buying certain veg for him, getting a certain type of hay. Even going to a shop across town just to get him a bottle of water. I've not even had a holiday for 6 years, as I've wanted to be here for him.

And now he's gone. I feel awful for making the decision to have him euthanised. The photo of him is the last one I took of him and he still seemed so bright and happy. But, he was going to start suffering very soon.

And now he's back with Arnold, which makes me happy for them. The lady who cremated him for me scattered their ashes together in their memorial wood.

I do wish he was still here to feed tomatos to though, I loved seeing him with seeds all over his chin.

I'm typing this on my phone so I can only add one picture at a time, so I hope it's okay to add a few more posts with some of my favourite photos of him.

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I am so sorry for your loss, it was a brave decision to have him put to PTS, you did the best you could for Anselmo, & you didn't let him suffer. Hugs to you.
Sleep Tight Little Anselmo
 
I'm so sorry for your loss he was a very handsome piggy who clearly had the best life possible I mean 7 years!! That's an awesome age and I'm sure he was happy he got to spend those years with you. It's always a terrible time when you have to euthanise a pet especially when you have that close bond. I had to euthanise my sow in 2015 and she was 3 -still wish there had been another way. I still look at places where she used to sit or her favourite food and it is hard to think she's gone because really she should still be there. But I have a boar now called Mo and he does some things like eating constantly and chewing his bars when hungry exactly like she used too.
May you popcorn free up there Anselmo along with all your cage buddies and my sow Vinny. X
 
What a beautiful tribute to Anselmo. You have just made the hardest and most selfless decision for your little man. You clearly loved him to pieces and gave him the best life. Huge hugs xx. Popcorn free Anselmo xx
 
I am so sorry for your loss. He was clearly very loved, and led an amazing life with you and his various friends.
I did smile when you said how picky he was with his orange juice - what a huge character he must have been, and how blessed he was to have someone who was able to put him first for all of those years.
Huge hugs from Switzerland :hug:
 
And I wanted to add that his name is beautiful.
If you don't mind me asking, how did you choose it?
I understand if you can't talk about it right now though.
 
I am so sorry - pts is the last, but most heart-breaking gift we can give a beloved one. You have done it to spare Anselmo further suffering without being regard to your own feelings.

It is going to take some time until your heart is going to catch up with your head, but hopefully you come to treasure your time with Anselmo and your special bond. Thanks to you, he has had a happy life and lived to a very good old age.

RIP Anselmo
 
And I wanted to add that his name is beautiful.
If you don't mind me asking, how did you choose it?
I understand if you can't talk about it right now though.

It's actually the surname of the singer from my favourite band, Pantera. The guys first name was Philip, and I didn't think he looked like a Philip, haha.
 
I am so sorry for your loss - I know how you feel and how close a bond can become when you are medicating a piggy twice a day - it really is different to that of the other piggies that are not on permanent meds - my Bumble passed away in August and every time I go into a supermarket I stop when I go past the cartons of juice because I see the cranberry juice I used to buy Bumble - and every time I see a pear in the fruit section a voice shouts out in my head "Bea likes a pear" ( I only ever bought them for her as none of the household like pears - and I know I will always think that every time I see them -so my piggies will always be with me.
Big hugs xx
 
Oh Jen I'm so sorry to hear this. You made a sacrifice in putting Anselmo's comfort and quality of life above all else not that it makes the decision any easier. He is with his friends again now and not suffering at all. RIP to such a sweet little boy
 
Oh Jaycey I am so sorry. He certainly was one of those pig in a million special piggies we have that make an extra large next in our hearts. The bond we have when we nurse them for a long time is so bitter sweet, because they become to know we are trying to help them it builds the trust up even more and then when we have to let them go t really cuts so deep as our routines and life are built around them. It makes your life feel empty afterwards and you have all this time.... It will take a while to find a new normal
Please don't feel guilty about helping him across the rainbow bridge, it is such a brave choice to make and one always made out of the love we have for them at the front of our hearts and minds, it is always better a moment soon than a second too late, nature can be very cruel and we can spare our little ones the suffering. You made the right choice as you would never make the wrong one for him as you loved him.
Such a moving tribute to your beautiful boy, I am so very sorry. Huge Hugs x x

Sleep well handsome boy

RIP Anselmo
x x
 
Thank you everyone! He was the first thing I thought if when I woke up this morning again, I miss the little guy.

I gave my other two pigs an extra scratch on the head and a piece of coriander each. I feel like I've neglected them a bit over the past few weeks, either by concentrating on feeding Anselmo, or just from feeling too sad or tired to really bother with them.

Time to move on as I have the other two to care about. I'll never forget him, I have a drawing of him on the wall so I couldn't even if I wanted to, but it's time to try to remember the good times as there were tons.

Sleep tight little guy, I hope you and Arnold are enjoying being together out in the fresh air again.
 
I'm so sorry for your loss. You gave him a wonderful life and your love for him shines through in your tribute to him. Sleep tight little Anselmo xx
 
Sorry for your loss, I'd see your posts on and off when I could drop into the forum about his issues and it was so clear how much you loved and cared for him. Golden oldies are so special!
Heartbreaking as it is, you did your best by him and he is pain free and happy with all his buddies at the bridge - I'm sure they all benefited from knowing him as much as you did! xx
 
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