I miss her so much and it hurts so much. It was quite sudden and she was quite perky when I had to say goodbye to her at vets which made it really hard. Didn't cry or say goodbye in front of her, just told her they were going to have another look at her teeth and that I'd see her later. She had 3 dental abcesses and a bladder problem. She hid it until Sunday when she started to have difficulty eating.
I just can't believe she was here this morning and now she's gone. She lived in the lounge with her two companions, the loft was her domain, I keep looking over at the empty loft. I keep thinking about the pts process and whether she was scared and I wish that I could've been with her.