Ashley2015
Junior Guinea Pig
I know I already made a thread about losing my Ginger but I really need to make a seperate one about a different part of it. It's only been like two days since he passed and ironically today two years ago is the day I got him and held him in my arms for the first time which makes it especially difficult. I just miss him so much. I cry all of the time. I feel guilty saying this but he was the first and favorite out of him and Olaf. He was so confident and loud and friendly and now he's gone just like that. I did get a new wee little friend for Olaf. Named him Snap after Ginger. (Gingersnap) but Olaf is a very big sissy. He's friendly but he ALWAYS runs and hides from me even if he does trust me. Ginger brought him out of his shell. It breaks my heart every time I feed them now cus Olaf is quiet and so is Snap (he is new so to be expected) and there used to always be wheeking and popcorning and glee cus Ginger had that spark and brought it out in Olaf. Now it's just silence and hiding. They don't eat until I'm gone or they think I am. It is breaking my heart. I just want Ginger back. Now I'm scared that Olaf will never come back out of his naturally nervous shell since Ginger's gone and what if Snap is the same way? I want things to be back to normal again. HELP! Will I ever stop crying? Will it ever get any easier? Why can't there be a million Gingers so that I didn't have to lose my angel?