No, I didn't manage to get hold of him..... its just been manic since I got home.... I have sat crying my eyes out holding Brownie and willing her to stand up.... Ive read so many comments on here some good some not so good and I know deep down she'snot going to recover from this........ I'm not giving up on her I am trying to do whats best for her which is all I have ever tried to do... I have sat my 2 daughters down and explained everything to them (they are 10) and I have told them that its probably best we let Brownie go as she cant run and play with her buddy, and she can't live lying down........ I think I have to face the fact that tonight will be our last night with our special little girl and I'm finding it really hard to cope with that thought. I have to have her best interests at heart. Please believe me when I say I am not giving up on her, I'm just wanting to do the right thing for her. I love my little girl and this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. So unless she makes a dramatic recovery over night, this time tomorrow she will be at Rainbow Bridge 8...8...