Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. Our two year old guinea pig called gysmo had to be put to sleep
He has a brother called dexter a chocolate coloured guinea who is as quiet as anything but noble and strong. Gysmo had been suffering with a poorly bladder for 6 months and only the past 4 week he had deteriorated and the vet gave him plenty of medication and ruled out bladder stones and yesterday morninghe was constantly weeing blood and I gave him plenty of his favourite veg before we went the vets as I knew that now was the right time to let gysmo rest and I didn't want to see him suffering anymore
He fought very hard with this illness and what got me more than anything is that when he was sedated for the injection he fought until his last breath looking at me and popcorned and then he passed away.. I know I had to do what was best for him.the past two years has been amazing sitting by me and his love for food was amazing loved his greens. I feel so so guilty and sad for having him put to sleep yesterday and can't stop crying and we kept the blanket he was given the Injection on as it smelt like him...really don't know how to pull through now and I think dexter knew before we took him that he wasn't going to be coming back.
All I can think about is yesterday at the vets and I really am struggling to cope and being strong for dexter
He has a brother called dexter a chocolate coloured guinea who is as quiet as anything but noble and strong. Gysmo had been suffering with a poorly bladder for 6 months and only the past 4 week he had deteriorated and the vet gave him plenty of medication and ruled out bladder stones and yesterday morninghe was constantly weeing blood and I gave him plenty of his favourite veg before we went the vets as I knew that now was the right time to let gysmo rest and I didn't want to see him suffering anymore
He fought very hard with this illness and what got me more than anything is that when he was sedated for the injection he fought until his last breath looking at me and popcorned and then he passed away.. I know I had to do what was best for him.the past two years has been amazing sitting by me and his love for food was amazing loved his greens. I feel so so guilty and sad for having him put to sleep yesterday and can't stop crying and we kept the blanket he was given the Injection on as it smelt like him...really don't know how to pull through now and I think dexter knew before we took him that he wasn't going to be coming back.
All I can think about is yesterday at the vets and I really am struggling to cope and being strong for dexter