So devastated as one of my girls had to be put to sleep about this time yesterday. I can't believe I won't see her again. Have had 3 hours sleep since it happened as I can't get the images of her having fits out of my head. Was awful to see and not be able to help her. Not wanting to leave my other girl alone. I can't stop crying, really feel like I've lost a family member. They're like my babies and have been with me through so much. I miss her so bad, really hurts
I am just happy she is no longer suffering. I just need to vent with people who will understand so thanks for listening.