The poops results came back completely clear.
Thank you guys so so much, I really needed the kind of advice you offered me the past couple of days.
I'm so grateful.
My beautiful little girl was pts at half past 5 yesterday evening.
I miss her horribly already.
Again, thank you so so much guys, your such wonderful people.
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BIG HUGS
I am very sorry that you had to make that decision, but relieved that Coco is no longer suffering. It is even harder after you have forged such a close bond and with your life so closely revolving around caring for her in the last few weeks to getting used to her not being here anymore and to conciously reorganise your daily routine again. It is usually all the little unthinking ways that have connected you that are the most hurtful reminders in the coming weeks.
Please give yourself time to recover from your long battle, physically as well emotionally, as well as time to grieve properly. Once the adrenalin is running out and the reality is sinking in fully, you are very likely to hit the big blues simply by virtue of your tank being empty - and your life is going to feel the same for a while. That is the hardest bit. We are here for you whenever you need it to help you through it if you wish.
I try to imagine having a little new furry guardian angel helping me to look out for my other piggies; that helps me to cope during the worst of it.
Try to find a way to create a memorial of some sort as a visible sign when you feel up to it, be it a picture, a collage, a little marker or planting a little shrub (either in the gard or a pot) or sponsoring a permanent rescue resident in memory... There are many ways that can help you to honour your bond and keep a tangible reminder of her.
Of course, you are always welcome to post a tribute in our Rainbow Bridge section when the time feels right for you - we all tick to a different clock in that respect.
You have done your very best for your beloved girl, and you have not failed her. If that battled was to be won, it would have been won. Sadly, it sometimes, it just ins't to be.
