N
Napalm
After coming back from the vets the boys were fine for a week. Eating, popcorning, running around. I persisted but the vet said there was nothing wrong with Houdini despite me stressing the hooting noise. He can go hours and days without making the hooting noise and seeing as he wasn't hooting at the vets I was told that he just needed a spur removed from his teeth and thats all. And at first he seemed fine, then the hooting started again yesterday and then around midday the boys both had runny noses which seemed to clear up by themselves after an hour... I know everyone here is thinking the obvious about taking them to the vets but it's more complicated than that. I can't find a job, not even Macdonalds/KFC/Burger King wants to hire me, can't get government support and live with my mother, I recently turned 19 and the only way I'm going to get money and time soon is when university starts in July and I'll be entiteled to Student Allowance. My mother refuses to take the guinea pigs to the vets even though she is the one who let me have the guinea pigs in the first place, so while it's her responsibility to step in and take them to the vets, she refuses puts me through a huge load of abuse if I so much as ask her, and the last time she took them she put me through absoloute hell. The last time I took the boys to the vets I had to ask my boyfriends parents to pay and it was a once off only, so I've run out of options. I know that my boys are sick no matter what the vet says, but even if I had money I still would be nowhere as the vet would say they are fine! And that is the only exotics vet where I live, so I don't have a choice. It just all seems hopeless and seeing my boys suffer is driving me insane and making me so desperate.
Today I was so desperate to get Houdini help that I thought about calling the ACS (a Brisbane run cavy charity that accepts ill and unwanted guinea pigs) and surrendering the boys to them much as it hurts me so much to even think this, I feel like if I give the boys up for adoption atleast they will get a chance at life by seeing a different specialist vet. I've completely run out of solutions now, there is no one else I can ask for money and if it's a URI my time is running out. I love my boys so much, as much as a mother can love her children but I find myself unable to provide medical attention for them. I've been in tears about this all day, and just writing this now my eyes are filling with more tears that I didn't think were possible after how much I've cried. I feel like if I keep them at home I'm ruining their chance at surviving and that giving them to the ACS is the only way I will be able to make sure they get medical treatment. And at the same time I can't imagine my life without them in it, they are my pride and joy, seeing them happy makes me happy. I really don't know what to do anymore...
Today I was so desperate to get Houdini help that I thought about calling the ACS (a Brisbane run cavy charity that accepts ill and unwanted guinea pigs) and surrendering the boys to them much as it hurts me so much to even think this, I feel like if I give the boys up for adoption atleast they will get a chance at life by seeing a different specialist vet. I've completely run out of solutions now, there is no one else I can ask for money and if it's a URI my time is running out. I love my boys so much, as much as a mother can love her children but I find myself unable to provide medical attention for them. I've been in tears about this all day, and just writing this now my eyes are filling with more tears that I didn't think were possible after how much I've cried. I feel like if I keep them at home I'm ruining their chance at surviving and that giving them to the ACS is the only way I will be able to make sure they get medical treatment. And at the same time I can't imagine my life without them in it, they are my pride and joy, seeing them happy makes me happy. I really don't know what to do anymore...