I know you’re still with me ❤️

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So it’s a week today since I lost my Odin, my best friend and love of my life. Each day is even more difficult than the last. I’ve had animals all my life, I even work with animals. I’ve lost horses, dogs and rodents along the way, and I loved them all. But Odin was different, I felt love I’ve never felt before.

there simply aren’t words to explain the love I had for Odin, and the bond we had.

After nursing him back from a Giardia infection as a baby (it was touch and go), my little boy became very attached to his mummy. 2020 has been a very difficult year, but I have lockdown to thank for getting to spend every day with my boy.

It is most likely that careless breeding cursed my poor boy with so many problems, from bladder problems, abscess problems, dental problems and ultimately respiratory problems. But I nursed him through it all, day and night. Several trips from Manchester to Northampton to see the best vets in the country (I’ll never be able to thank Kim and Simon enough)!

but it’s not those times I want to remember. When I think of my Odin, I remember him pop Corning around the house, sleeping on my chest, grooming me, following me around, and his gorgeous little face lighting up when I would enter his room.

I think of him up there now, with all my other babies. Telling them about our adventures, pop Corning around and eating all his favourite treats.

Odin truly was a fighter, to come back from everything that he did. And he had such an amazing time the last few months. Even till the end, he was the heaviest he’s been, and he was happy. Just the day before he passed he was still pop-corning, chasing Thor, eating lots and loving life.
I think he went the way I always wanted him to. Even that morning, he ate his favourite leaves, cuddled with his mum... and then just lay down with Thor and went to the bridge very quickly and peacefully. It was the peaceful end I would have wanted for him; I just didn’t think we would have to say good bye so soon.
But my boy, seriously ill, but still fighting and living his best life right till the very end.

My biggest worry is that he’s ok now, that he’s happy and safe and healthy. As we were never apart. But this week he’s been letting me know that he’s happy. Thank you for the feather my boy, and your hair appearing on the window sill.

We even took you on a final road trip, to your favourite vets after you had passed. For I would never trust anyone else. And we will take them the Xmas card and present you wanted to give them, on Xmas eve. And we will definitely listen to your favourite song on the way there.

I hope I did enough my boy, I hope I gave you the amazing life you deserved. I’ll never love another like I do you, but I’ll do my best to help and love all the animals that I possibly can (in your memory).

Odin, you really were my whole world. And I know you’ll be waiting up there for me. time is different up there, so you won’t be waiting long my gorgeous boy. I’ll love you always, more than anything. You rest now my boy, and you enjoy the happiness you so deserve ❤️ My little nugget ❤️
 

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I’m so sorry you lost your extra special boy, you deserved a lot more time together after all his fighting and your masses of care and love. :hug:I feel so lucky to have got to know him and you through it all but gutted I won’t meet him and have a cuddle like I’d hoped, he sounded like such an amazing piggy ❤ And so beautiful of course! :love:
Massive hugs, he’s massively proud of his mum and will be with you forever Nichola xx
Have fun at the bridge Odin 🌈❤xx
 
This made me tear up for you. :hug: I can only sympathise with you because I've felt the same way multiple times with my past piggies. It is really hard coping without them, especially if you trully bonded with them more with the months you are giving them extra care and all. But I can say it does get better each day, reminiscing all the happy moments with them plus still having the other piggies left with you.

Take good care of yourself and enjoy your memories with Odin. He's not in pain now and that's the best thing to know. ❤❤

Popcorn free Odin. You are trully missed. ❤🌈
 
I'm so glad you still feel him with you, sometimes a connection is strong enough to cross those borders. You will never forget him and one day you will have a joyful reunion. I hope your lovely memories will help you through these sad days.
 
What a beautiful tribute, it brought tears to my eyes. He knew how much he was loved and you will meet again one day. Hold on to those happy memories.

Rip gorgeous Odin and big hugs to you xx
 
What a beautiful tribute, it brought tears to my eyes. He knew how much he was loved and you will meet again one day. Hold on to those happy memories.

Rip gorgeous Odin and big hugs to you xx
Thank you xx
 
What a beautiful special boy Odin was, sometimes we are so lucky to have “that extra special” relationship with one of our pets, he was “the one”
Sleep tight gorgeous little man 🌈
 
What a beautiful special boy Odin was, sometimes we are so lucky to have “that extra special” relationship with one of our pets, he was “the one”
Sleep tight gorgeous little man 🌈
Thank you so much xx
 
I feel honoured to have known Odin through your posts. Thank you for sharing his struggles, his triumphs, his fighting spirit and of course his incredible cuteness. Odin loves you so much. You did everything possible for him and prolonged his happy life. If not for you he may not have survived the first months of his life.

Popcorn free Odin and try not to worry too much about Mum. Her heart is broken right now, but she will be just fine, she's a fighter too.
 
I feel honoured to have known Odin through your posts. Thank you for sharing his struggles, his triumphs, his fighting spirit and of course his incredible cuteness. Odin loves you so much. You did everything possible for him and prolonged his happy life. If not for you he may not have survived the first months of his life.

Popcorn free Odin and try not to worry too much about Mum. Her heart is broken right now, but she will be just fine, she's a fighter too.
❤️❤️❤️
 
I’m so sorry you lost your extra special boy, you deserved a lot more time together after all his fighting and your masses of care and love. :hug:I feel so lucky to have got to know him and you through it all but gutted I won’t meet him and have a cuddle like I’d hoped, he sounded like such an amazing piggy ❤ And so beautiful of course! :love:
Massive hugs, he’s massively proud of his mum and will be with you forever Nichola xx
Have fun at the bridge Odin 🌈❤xx
❤️❤️❤️
 
This made me tear up for you. :hug: I can only sympathise with you because I've felt the same way multiple times with my past piggies. It is really hard coping without them, especially if you trully bonded with them more with the months you are giving them extra care and all. But I can say it does get better each day, reminiscing all the happy moments with them plus still having the other piggies left with you.

Take good care of yourself and enjoy your memories with Odin. He's not in pain now and that's the best thing to know. ❤❤

Popcorn free Odin. You are trully missed. ❤🌈
❤️❤️❤️
 
Aw I’m glad you’ll have your baby home with you ❤️ I still sleep with Rosie and Jess’s ashes after months, brings me lots of comfort to talk to them (even though I appear nuts to some!) xx

Sorry we couldn’t meet in the end, blooming Covid! But hopefully very soon! Hope you’re ok xx
 
Aw I’m glad you’ll have your baby home with you ❤ I still sleep with Rosie and Jess’s ashes after months, brings me lots of comfort to talk to them (even though I appear nuts to some!) xx

Sorry we couldn’t meet in the end, blooming Covid! But hopefully very soon! Hope you’re ok xx
I have my heart box next too my bed too, with some of his hair inside ❤️

I know 😔😔 hope this Covid thing starts to calm down as we really need to meet up!
hope you guys are well and Cleo-Jaspy bonding goes smoothly! xx
 
Aw how lovely, I’ve got Pedro, Rose and Jess’s all in a little box too and I find it really does help when you’re thinking about them or having a bad day. Massive hugs though, back with his amazing mummy where he belongs ❤️Xx

Yes definitely, get lost Covid!
We’re good thanks, bonding Tuesday finally! Thanks so much, hopefully no mini-diva teeth and all goes smoothly! Think my Jaspy will be well behaved but Cleo continues to surprise me! :)) Hope you have a great Christmas and your gorgeous boys are all well xx
 
Aw how lovely, I’ve got Pedro, Rose and Jess’s all in a little box too and I find it really does help when you’re thinking about them or having a bad day. Massive hugs though, back with his amazing mummy where he belongs ❤Xx

Yes definitely, get lost Covid!
We’re good thanks, bonding Tuesday finally! Thanks so much, hopefully no mini-diva teeth and all goes smoothly! Think my Jaspy will be well behaved but Cleo continues to surprise me! :)) Hope you have a great Christmas and your gorgeous boys are all well xx
🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻 For them! 😊😊 hope you all have a wonderful Christmas! 🎄🎄💕 thank you for being there for us and being such an amazing friend! xx
 
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