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I am really not giving my pigs the best life they could possibly have. 
They have huge clean cages, the company of their own kind where ever possible, three types of veg everyday and unlimited food, water, hay.
BUT they are definently not getting enough of my attention. Handling is a bare minimum as is play time and cuddles :red
It is definently not a case of fun getting in the way but more life and working every hour god sends to pay my bills that are draining my time.
I regulary work 50hr weeks and alot of the time its more like 60-70hrs.
Just doing the basics for 10 pigs takes up alot of time and there are days i am that tired i feel like curling up in a ball and hiding. I dont work the hours i do because i want to its because at the moment i have no choice.
I constantly feel guilty I'm not giving them enough and things are only going to get worse.
I have just been told i can do a foundation degree at my employers expense. This will make an absolutly huge difference to me as i could never afford to do it myself and when its completed i will have a much better job, more money etc. This is a one off oppertunity as i dont know many people that get this amazing chance
BUT I'm already ran into the ground and really dont think i have much more to give.
This degree will add 15-20hrs to my weekly work load and i dont have a clue where i will find the time from.
I'm already bearly coping with the pigs and this will push me over the edge. I'm seriously thinking of turning the degree down so i can keep the pigs but to be honest I'm struggling so much.
I love them all with all my heart but the last year I keep thinking these hours are only tempoary it will get better soon but it doesnt. To make my bills I have to work crazy hours and the more hours i work the less time i have for them. I'm at such a loss what to do.
I hate the fact the pigs are not having the best most fuffiling life possible and that I'm letting them down everyday

They have huge clean cages, the company of their own kind where ever possible, three types of veg everyday and unlimited food, water, hay.
BUT they are definently not getting enough of my attention. Handling is a bare minimum as is play time and cuddles :red
It is definently not a case of fun getting in the way but more life and working every hour god sends to pay my bills that are draining my time.
I regulary work 50hr weeks and alot of the time its more like 60-70hrs.
Just doing the basics for 10 pigs takes up alot of time and there are days i am that tired i feel like curling up in a ball and hiding. I dont work the hours i do because i want to its because at the moment i have no choice.
I constantly feel guilty I'm not giving them enough and things are only going to get worse.
I have just been told i can do a foundation degree at my employers expense. This will make an absolutly huge difference to me as i could never afford to do it myself and when its completed i will have a much better job, more money etc. This is a one off oppertunity as i dont know many people that get this amazing chance
BUT I'm already ran into the ground and really dont think i have much more to give.
This degree will add 15-20hrs to my weekly work load and i dont have a clue where i will find the time from.
I'm already bearly coping with the pigs and this will push me over the edge. I'm seriously thinking of turning the degree down so i can keep the pigs but to be honest I'm struggling so much.
I love them all with all my heart but the last year I keep thinking these hours are only tempoary it will get better soon but it doesnt. To make my bills I have to work crazy hours and the more hours i work the less time i have for them. I'm at such a loss what to do.
I hate the fact the pigs are not having the best most fuffiling life possible and that I'm letting them down everyday
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