LondonLady
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I have finally managed to sort out a holiday, and in June I will be going to Scotland for 10 days with a friend. Apart from a few days away last autumn this will be the first holiday I have had since 2019 - before covid, so it's not before time. I don't really do 'sand and sun' type holidays and I'm looking forward to a nice break somewhere peaceful with fresh air and lovely scenery and hopefully good food. Biscuit and Toffee have been booked in to the boarding place they stayed in last September and I am confident they will be well looked after.
I should be really excited. And I am - sort of. But at the same time I've started to feel really anxious about the whole thing.
I keep waking up in the morning feeling panicky, and thinking about all the things that could go wrong. What if the piggies become ill while I'm away? Biscuit is 5 now, probably a bit older, suppose something dreadful happens? I can't bear to think of her passing away when I'm a few hundred miles away. And even if everything is ok - will they remember me after 12 days apart? I keep feeling I shouldn't be leaving them - which i know is stupid I want a holiday and I know I'll be leaving them in good hands.
I know I'm being silly but I can't get the though out of my mind that something will go wrong.
I should be really excited. And I am - sort of. But at the same time I've started to feel really anxious about the whole thing.
I keep waking up in the morning feeling panicky, and thinking about all the things that could go wrong. What if the piggies become ill while I'm away? Biscuit is 5 now, probably a bit older, suppose something dreadful happens? I can't bear to think of her passing away when I'm a few hundred miles away. And even if everything is ok - will they remember me after 12 days apart? I keep feeling I shouldn't be leaving them - which i know is stupid I want a holiday and I know I'll be leaving them in good hands.
I know I'm being silly but I can't get the though out of my mind that something will go wrong.