Beckit
Junior Guinea Pig
As some of you know, my beautiful baby Jedward sadly passed away very suddenly yesterday morning and I am completely devastated. I have broken down crying at home, at work and at the supermarket. But my flat is now EMPTY of animals. She was my only pet and I grew up with lots of cats around all the time and then piggies too when I was still living with mum last year.
It's so unbearably empty that I've been trying to book an appointment to go to a rescue this Sunday in the hopes of adopting a pair to help soften the blow of the gaping void in my heart. But I don't want to be thought of badly by already looking at adopting others.
I'm not trying to replace her, even if I wanted to there would be no point because she was so perfect and irreplacable, I just can't live in a home without animals, my whole routine revolved around her, I don't know what I'm doing with myself without a furbaby to love and look after.
It's so unbearably empty that I've been trying to book an appointment to go to a rescue this Sunday in the hopes of adopting a pair to help soften the blow of the gaping void in my heart. But I don't want to be thought of badly by already looking at adopting others.
I'm not trying to replace her, even if I wanted to there would be no point because she was so perfect and irreplacable, I just can't live in a home without animals, my whole routine revolved around her, I don't know what I'm doing with myself without a furbaby to love and look after.