I'm sorry i missed this! *massive hugs* to you. It's just horrible to lose your baby :'( i finally cleaned clo's cage out last week and we're moving the hutch to the garage tomorrow. I can't bear to part with her things. I can sympathise with you crying on your counsellors! I had a hospital appointment last friday, and before i knew it, i was talking about clover and crying!
There's some lovely little plaques and memorials you can get online. I didn't realise they did so many!
Hope you're feeling better <3
Nici