Keziah - Beautiful Beyond Compare

[Merab]

Some of you followed my post which started when Keziah went to the vets and a lump was discovered.
Sadly when she went yesterday to have the lump checked at the Veterinarian Hospital it was found to be a ‘very nasty and ugly’ tumour to use the vet’s description.
He explained the options and for Keziah’s sake the only good option was to allow him to euthanise her while she was still under the anaesthetic.
I feel like I’m still reeling from the shock and suddenness of losing my beautiful girl, but know this way she died before really suffering and she died peacefully.
Keziah came to me 3 years ago this month with her sister, Jemimah. Her name means ‘a daughter of Job’ and is described as ‘beautiful beyond compare’.
A very appropriate description of her.
Keziah’s character matched her beauty. She was curious, brave, loved exploration and thought of herself as top pig. Every now and again Merab had to remind her of the reality.
Keziah and Merab developed a strong bond of affection after the initial posturing when they were all introduced.
While she never liked cuddles Keziah did like sitting beside me on the floor at playtime and being stroked.
I was head butted many times for failing to do this.
She was the one who would dance around my feet when I carried in their veggie bowl. When I sat on the floor she clambered up to help herself to a favourite piece of veg.
She was a real character who will always have a special place in my heart and I will always miss my beautiful supermodel.

 

[Flutterby]

Beautiful tribute. I'm so sorry you lost her. She was a beautiful well loved piggy. Sleep tight little one. Huge hugs to you Heather x

 

[Hoppity.K]

What a beautiful tribute & photos to the most gorgeous Keziah.
Popcorn free over rainbow bridge little one.
You’ll be sadly missed x

 

[Claire W]

I’m so sorry that you lost her

Sleep tight Keziah xx

 

[Pigwhisperer]

So sorry to hear this. She was beautiful and well loved xx

 

[Gem789]

I am very sorry.She was beautiful and had a life of love with you x

 

[helloitsbecca]

I am so sorry for your loss. She was such a beauty. Rest in peace Keziah.

 

[Merab]

Thank you all so much for your kindness

 

[Hank288]

I am so sorry for your loss. It must have been such a shock. She had a wonderful life and is now pain free at the bridge.

RIP and popcorn well little girl x

 

[David Piggie Lover]

Hi. What a fantastic piggie and your Tribute is full of love and stories of her.
I have a tear and a big lump cos she's going to be missed so much and left space to fill.
Not going to be easy Heather but you have to be very strong for youre two piggies left. They will pick up sadness and they are and you need to dig very deep.
Keziah was poorly and nothing could be done and she's left with humans and piggies missing her. . . . why cos she was loved.
Dave.x

 

[ElizaCavies]

She lived an amazing life with you, sending you and Merab huge hugs. She had the best possible life that you could have given her. RIP lovely Keziah, sweet dreams x

 

[EJMA82]

So sorry for your loss. What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful girl, big hugs sweetie x

 

[piggieminder]

Sending you hugs, such a massive shock for you. X

 

[Tim]

Beautiful tribute for a beautiful girl.

Keziah, a sorely missed member of your family. Rest easy little girl xx

 

[eileen]

I'm sorry for your loss.

 

[anyar.dris]

So sorry for your loss.. hugs to you dear..

 

[Wiebke]

Some of you followed my post which started when Keziah went to the vets and a lump was discovered.
Sadly when she went yesterday to have the lump checked at the Veterinarian Hospital it was found to be a ‘very nasty and ugly’ tumour to use the vet’s description.
He explained the options and for Keziah’s sake the only good option was to allow him to euthanise her while she was still under the anaesthetic.
I feel like I’m still reeling from the shock and suddenness of losing my beautiful girl, but know this way she died before really suffering and she died peacefully.
Keziah came to me 3 years ago this month with her sister, Jemimah. Her name means ‘a daughter of Job’ and is described as ‘beautiful beyond compare’.
A very appropriate description of her.
Keziah’s character matched her beauty. She was curious, brave, loved exploration and thought of herself as top pig. Every now and again Merab had to remind her of the reality.
Keziah and Merab developed a strong bond of affection after the initial posturing when they were all introduced.
While she never liked cuddles Keziah did like sitting beside me on the floor at playtime and being stroked.
I was head butted many times for failing to do this.
She was the one who would dance around my feet when I carried in their veggie bowl. When I sat on the floor she clambered up to help herself to a favourite piece of veg.
She was a real character who will always have a special place in my heart and I will always miss my beautiful supermodel.

HUGS

I am so sorry that you have lost your stunning lady in such a way! It can come as such a nasty shock when the bad news surpasses even your worst fears. You have made the right decision, but it is going to take you some time to come to terms with it.

You are going to feel the real impact only in the days afterwards when you slowly, gradually start to process and try to make sense of it all - especially on the emotional level. At first you are usually just too numb for it to really penetrate. Then you hit the big blues when the adrenaline that is currently still pumping through your body runs out and leaves you drained and feeling hungover, and your soul raw - at first the adrenaline high acts like a local anaestethic for your feelings, too.

Be kind to yourself and take your time. Grieving is not something you can hurry on! It takes of course much longer to get used to not having her there anymore.

I hope that Merab is hanging in there?

I am very sorry that I have to return the favour so soon after your kindness to me earlier in the week.

 

[Merab]

Thank you.
Merab is still subdued as is Jemimah.
They at least still have each other which means they are not lonely.
Everyone’s kindness is much appreciated.

 

[Betsy]

I'm so sorry to read this Heather my heart goes out to you, your OH, Merab and Jemimah.

Did you bring back Keziah for Merab and Jemimah so they could understand what happened to their friend?

Have lots of hugs just cos you need them at this sad time.

 

[PiggyPoo]

So beautifully written and very heartfelt! I’m so sorry for your loss! You must be so heartbroken to lose such an amazing girl. (HUGS) xx

 

[Janey]

I am so sorry to read this. It must have been such a shock to you happening that way. Like Wiebke says, it can take more time to grieve and heal when it is sudden like this, so please be kind to yourself and allow yourself time to adjust. I hope your other girls are doing ok and will soon settle as well. Hugs xx

 

[sport_billy]

Bought a tear to my eyes. I am so sorry buddy. She has had the most wonderful life with you. You made the right choice for your stunning little girl, I am really so sorry. Massive hugs to you and love to all her friends. X x

Sleep well little one
RIP Keziah
X X

 

[Merab]

I'm so sorry to read this Heather my heart goes out to you, your OH, Merab and Jemimah.

Did you bring back Keziah for Merab and Jemimah so they could understand what happened to their friend?

Have lots of hugs just cos you need them at this sad time.

Yes - I picked her up from the vets. They were amazing.
As soon as I arrived I was shown into a private room and then let out the back so I didn’t have to sit in the waiting room.
Merab and Jemimah were given the chance to see and smell her before we buried her. My wonderful husband decided I needed help digging a grave so he came out and did it for me.
He was spotted checking up on the girls later in the evening!
Now we all get on with grieving

 

[Powerpigs]

I'm so sorry for your loss of the beautiful Keziah xx

 

[DM030819]

I'm so sorry @Merab's Slave. She was a well loved and cared for piggy.

It sounds very much like what happened with one of my piggies, Spencer. He had an inoperable lump/tumour and we had to let him go when he was asleep during surgery.

She was a beautiful girl. RIP Keziah.

 

[Merab]

I'm so sorry @Merab's Slave. She was a well loved and cared for piggy.

It sounds very much like what happened with one of my piggies, Spencer. He had an inoperable lump/tumour and we had to let him go when he was asleep during surgery.

She was a beautiful girl. RIP Keziah.

Sorry about Spencer - it does sound like same situation. It’s a shock when it happens this way.

 

[rhymer]

So sorry for your loss. Sorry you had to make such a heart breaking decision, but a decision made with greatest love and kindness. She looked like a beautiful and well loved lucky piggy.
hugs to you all.
sleep tight little Keziah.xx

 

[GPTV]

so sorry Heather, she certainly was a beautiful girl with her unusual markings. A hug for you Heather , a chinny tickle for Merab & jemima.
RIP pretty little lady, eat your green spaghetti & popcorn pain free again. you will be deeply missed xx

 

[Merab]

HUGS

I am so sorry that you have lost your stunning lady in such a way! It can come as such a nasty shock when the bad news surpasses even your worst fears. You have made the right decision, but it is going to take you some time to come to terms with it.

You are going to feel the real impact only in the days afterwards when you slowly, gradually start to process and try to make sense of it all - especially on the emotional level. At first you are usually just too numb for it to really penetrate. Then you hit the big blues when the adrenaline that is currently still pumping through your body runs out and leaves you drained and feeling hungover, and your soul raw - at first the adrenaline high acts like a local anaestethic for your feelings, too.

Be kind to yourself and take your time. Grieving is not something you can hurry on! It takes of course much longer to get used to not having her there anymore.

I hope that Merab is hanging in there?

I am very sorry that I have to return the favour so soon after your kindness to me earlier in the week.

Thank Wiebke. How are you doing now?Yesterday when I came home I was wheeked at very loudly. This morning both Merab and Jemimah were much more interested in breakfast than they have been so I’m happy they are adjusting after losing their cagemate.
For me it will take longer.
In some ways I feel I have an advantage because I deal with bereavement quite often.
This means I have an understanding of the process so there is an ongoing conversation in my head as I explain to myself why I feel the way I do and tell myself all the things I tell other people.
I just have to listen to myself as well as listening to you and other forum members.
I know the grief will ease but it will take time.
Fortunately this week is busy but not crazy so I can build in some personal space.
Your wisdom is much appreciated.

 

[helen105281]

I'm so sorry.