Missing my Eleanor

[Claire W]

It has been just over 5 weeks since I sadly had to have my Eleanor PTS :0 In that time, neutered boar Enoch has joined the girls and I am very happy that he has settled in well and they are happy together. He is a very sweet piggy and I love him very much x)

However, I am missing Ellie so much right now and although I highly suspect she would probably have died naturally by this stage, I really do regret having her PTS :0

 

[karonus]

Maybe gone but never forgotten.

 

[Guinea pigs <3]

Sending hugs, you wouldn't have done it at the time if it didn't feel right x

 

[piggyfan]

Eleanor was such a loved and special girl. I am so sorry you are going through this pain. She clearly has left a huge hole in your life. I am going through the same thing with Peronel. I had her put to sleep in July and I have not been the same since. I just want you to know that you are not alone.

 

[doglovinpiggylover]

what beautiful piccies, she surely was beautiful.

Of course you miss her, you loved her! Its a shame you have regrets though, please dont be too hard on yourself, you will have made the right decision i am sure.

Sending you a massive virtual hug sweetie xx

 

[Amanda1801]

Whilst she may have died naturally, a natural death often isn't the peaceful thing you expect it to be; they can struggle and cling on for quite a long time, which is distressing for everyone involved, including piggy. You made your decision based on Ellie's welfare and happiness, it;s not an easy decision, therefore I highly doubt that it was the wrong one.

I know if I was unwell and not going to get better, I'd want someome to help me on my way.

 

[Hanwombat]

Eleanor was such a lovely piggy, don't feel regret though you did what was necessary. I miss all my boys, esp Lentil who died 4 months ago :'( xx

 

[Claire W]

Thank you for everyone. At the time, I was told Ellie wasn't in pain but if left, she soon would be. She had stopped eating and the thought of force feeding her just to keep her here a little longer seemed selfish and cruel.

I think it was because everything happened so fast and I seriously didn't think I would be coming home with her in her forever sleep that day.

I new there was something wrong, but didn't expect it to be that serious.

i am sorry that you are struggling too Piggyfan xx

 

[Rosierum]

Its always hard to lose a pet. I had a hamster a few years ago that I lost suddenly he had seemed fine but had expanded with fluid due to some organ failure so was PTS that day. It was very strange to suddenly not have him anymore.
I don't think it matters how long they are ill for its always hard to lose them. I still think about Rum everyday

 

[sport_billy]

Awww Claire, have a hug.

I know totally how you feel, the regret you feel is a natural part of the grieving process. I was wracked with guilt for nearly a year after we had to have Pitch PTS, she was so healthy apart from the tooth roots that caused her so much pain and stopped her from eating. But I know that we made the right choice and did so at the time but then guilt takes over in your mind and give us little doubts.

You wouldn't have made the decision for beautiful Ellie if it wasn't the right thing for her, as time goes on you will know 100% in your mind you did the right thing for her. The pain we feel is the flip side of love, unfortunately you can never have one without the other.
Ellie was a very special little girl, I am really sorry I know how much it hurts. Lots of love and hugs to you x x

 

[Rodentopia]

You did what was best for Eleanor, the kindest thing and the hardest thing on our part. Eleanor was a beautiful piggy and will always be with you in your heart no matter what and she would want you to remember her with a smile and not be sad x