Jo please dont say you failed her of course you did'nt but i know exactly how awlful you feel, I have had a bad few months with losing some of my babies, it hurts so much does'nt it? you did everything you could for her, she would have known how hard you battled for her, so please dont think you failed her in anyway,
she is now at peace running around a lush green meadow no doubt playing with my babies, Bear Lavender cuddles and demon, its not worth saying cheer up, you will do that in your own good time, god bless little princess and hugs for you sweetheart, :'(