Lilygillett000
New Born Pup
So I jus recently lost my best friend meatball he was the most sweetest guinea pig ever. he loved my chin rubs and would rub against me if I was in a bad mood. He was jus finally starting to get used to me after months of working on it. I was at work when I got the call that my moms dog was visiting with her and he busted through my door and attacked my guinea pig cage. He took my meatball and had him in his mouth and killed him.. I ran home and i haven’t stopped crying since it happened. He was my baby and my best Friend. It kills me to think he was in pain and I couldn’t do anything to help him. He didn’t deserve it at all he was so sweet and innocent. I hadn’t been able to get them a new cage or anything he never got to live his life to the fullest. I am hurting so bad I jus want him back.. I am horrible at accepting death and I feel like I lost apart of me. my other guinea pig hid fast which I’m surprised he didn’t get away too because he’s the really fast. my other baby got bit on the face and I think meatball protected his brother and sacrificed his life. I can’t seem seem to get over him. I know it’s sad but I have to wait until Monday to get him cremated and when I really miss him I will lay next to his body and jus cry my heart out because he meant so much to me and nobody realizes. I told my mom I lay next to his body and she jus started to break down I don’t even care if he’s gone I jus want my baby back and I’m jus numb to the pain. My mom felt bad and got me a New Guinea pig today but i jus balled my eyes out because it’s not my baby. I needed time to grieve but my other guinea pig seems to be happier now but is still depressed and traumatized. I hope I can create the same bond with this one but it’s jus not the same. I miss seeing my baby looking at me weeking for lettuce sitting on his house acting like the king of the cage. His fat little face and little lips. his cuddles and him diving in his pile of hay. I jus want it all back I'm so broken. I know he’s always in my heart but I jus hope he wasn’t in pain it kills me so much.