PotatoandBessie
New Born Pup
My beautiful lovely Bessie passed away last night. She got me through the hardest point of my life, and now everything feels empty without her. She provided so much light in my life and was always so cuddly with anyone and everyone. As silly as it sounds, this was my best friend. I got her at the very beginning of the pandemic so we spent so much time together. Undortunetly the ear infection she suffered from during the first month led to a vestibular disease and she had flare ups of lethargic and dizzy spells for weeks on end. Unexpectedly this past week the worst flare up I had seen came on, she didn’t even want to eat. I was administering her antibiotics feeling so guilty because the poor thing looked so tired. After a trip to the vet because I was worried about her lungs, I was told to go home because all her vitals were normal. Within 4 hours she became critical, and I took her back to the ER to which they told me the options would be to keep her in the ICU, however she would likely pass, or humane euthanasia. I decided to ultimately end her pain. I feel so incredibly guilty that she suffered for so long but I miss her so so dearly. She leaves behind a very large hole in my home and heart. Rest easy baby.
