My luxie passed away yesteday

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Hey guys,

I saw it coming, every day I would part ways with her I would say ‘I love you and maybe I will see you later, if not, that’s okay too.’ And yesterday she passed after being sick for 3 months. Oh I shouldn’t say sick, cause my vet tested everything they could and they couldn’t find anything that would suggested she was in bad health. But she was losing weight, rapidly. Going from 900 to 440 grams. Meanwhile still being her normal self and eating all the same things. She was a medical mystery. And even with me multiple times a day syringe feeding her, she kept declining.

But I’m not here to tell you why she died. But I wanted to share how she passed and who she was. Cause she was really special. Yesterday she acted normal as ever. Took her critical care. I even took everyone’s yearly Christmas picture so I could keep the Christmas card tradition up. Why on the first of November? I don’t know, but I know now that that was her last picture. That evening I went to grab her little bowl, so I could prepare her critical care. She wheeked really hard, like she usually did, when I entered her room. But when my eyes landed on her, she wobbled and could barely walk. I know then she was about to go. She took a few steps and then she lost consciousness, but she woke again and hobbled to her little house where she again lost consciousness. I didn’t know if she was gonna pas right away, and decided to wait some time, and if it took to long I would bring her to the vet. In a hurry I grabbed her a pea flake. I put it in front of her face. She layed her paw on my hand and then she passed. She passed surrounded by all her friends, and it all happened within one and a halve minutes. And I couldn’t be more grateful of such a beautiful passing. But I’m still heartbroken. Even tho I thought for the last 3 months that every day would be the day she would go. Yesterday she decided to give me one last photo, one last wheek and one last touch.

She was very special to me. Together with her first friend she was the first guinea pigs I got as an adult. And from the start she was different. She didn’t have any danger sense, nothing was scary to her and every new room a new adventure for her to explore. She didn’t like being picked up, but she loved to follow me on the ground. And could very well communicate when she wanted a snack. To people I always described her as a little dog. She listened to her name. She was my most special piggie. And missing her is breaking me into a million pieces. I’m physically sick. And the cage feels empty without her. I still grab her little bowl to prepare her critical care, and I grab 7 treats instead of 6.

It’s going to take me awhile to adjusted. But I know she is in a better place right now, and I have peace with that.

So everyone, this is Lux, luxie. And she will be greatly missed <3
 

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Oh my goodness Luxie was adorable. Can I ask how old she was? I'm in a simular situation with my sow. She is loosing weight and it's breaking my heart. I'm so sorry you have lost her. She sounds very loved. Rest well Luxie xx
 
What a beautiful bond you had together, that sounds very special indeed, and she sounds like an amazing and unique girl. I’m so sorry for your devastating loss, but I am glad that the passing was peaceful, surrounded by love. Be proud of how much love you gave her. It sounds like she had a lot of good times and fun with you, she must have appreciated that a lot I think. Sleep tight Luxie.
 
Hey guys,

I saw it coming, every day I would part ways with her I would say ‘I love you and maybe I will see you later, if not, that’s okay too.’ And yesterday she passed after being sick for 3 months. Oh I shouldn’t say sick, cause my vet tested everything they could and they couldn’t find anything that would suggested she was in bad health. But she was losing weight, rapidly. Going from 900 to 440 grams. Meanwhile still being her normal self and eating all the same things. She was a medical mystery. And even with me multiple times a day syringe feeding her, she kept declining.

But I’m not here to tell you why she died. But I wanted to share how she passed and who she was. Cause she was really special. Yesterday she acted normal as ever. Took her critical care. I even took everyone’s yearly Christmas picture so I could keep the Christmas card tradition up. Why on the first of November? I don’t know, but I know now that that was her last picture. That evening I went to grab her little bowl, so I could prepare her critical care. She wheeked really hard, like she usually did, when I entered her room. But when my eyes landed on her, she wobbled and could barely walk. I know then she was about to go. She took a few steps and then she lost consciousness, but she woke again and hobbled to her little house where she again lost consciousness. I didn’t know if she was gonna pas right away, and decided to wait some time, and if it took to long I would bring her to the vet. In a hurry I grabbed her a pea flake. I put it in front of her face. She layed her paw on my hand and then she passed. She passed surrounded by all her friends, and it all happened within one and a halve minutes. And I couldn’t be more grateful of such a beautiful passing. But I’m still heartbroken. Even tho I thought for the last 3 months that every day would be the day she would go. Yesterday she decided to give me one last photo, one last wheek and one last touch.

She was very special to me. Together with her first friend she was the first guinea pigs I got as an adult. And from the start she was different. She didn’t have any danger sense, nothing was scary to her and every new room a new adventure for her to explore. She didn’t like being picked up, but she loved to follow me on the ground. And could very well communicate when she wanted a snack. To people I always described her as a little dog. She listened to her name. She was my most special piggie. And missing her is breaking me into a million pieces. I’m physically sick. And the cage feels empty without her. I still grab her little bowl to prepare her critical care, and I grab 7 treats instead of 6.

It’s going to take me awhile to adjusted. But I know she is in a better place right now, and I have peace with that.

So everyone, this is Lux, luxie. And she will be greatly missed <3

BIG HUGS

Your love for characterful, gorgeous Luxie is shining through every word.

Even when you see it coming, the end always comes as a shock. I am very glad that for Luxie that it did happen so quickly and for you that you were there and you could reaffirm that love in the moment of passing. But while it is a blessing, it doesn't make the pain of the loss any less.

Give yourself that time to not to be OK and to have all those conflicting strong feelings that are currently so hard bear and that are jostling against each other so badly. Give each of them their room because they all have a right. Losing such a special piggy doesn't have just one string to your heart but many. One day you will cherish having had Luxie in your life and you will cherish your memories but you can only do that once you have made peace with your loss and all the little, unthinking ways that have connected and that still connect you.

Getting used to her no longer being around is the toughest part. Be kind with yourself. Get some marbles or a bad of other little things and put every time you feel painfully reminded of that one them in a bowl and send her a loving thought.
Or - if that helps you more - imagine Luxie as a little furry guardian angel looking out for your other piggies, who is still a little clumsy and has just accidentally bumped into you.

Coming to terms with an impending loss is one thing. Living with that loss is very much another. Give yourself time. Grieving is not a straightforward process; it is many-layered and has lots of unexpected twists and turns that can catch you out unexpectedly.

Human Bereavement: Grieving, Processing and Support Links for Guinea Pig Owners and Their Children
 
So sorry you lost your special little piggy, RIP gorgeous Luxie.
 
Oh my goodness Luxie was adorable. Can I ask how old she was? I'm in a simular situation with my sow. She is loosing weight and it's breaking my heart. I'm so sorry you have lost her. She sounds very loved. Rest well Luxie xx
She was 3.5 years, so way too young… hope you’ll find out what’s wrong with your piggie and that you can get her weight up again :)
 
So sorry that you have lost your beautiful Luxie.
Be gentle with yourself as you grieve.
Holding you in my heart ♥️
 
I’m so sorry Luxie had to leave for the rainbow bridge. She sounded fabulous. Popcorn high gorgeous. Go explore the rainbow 🌈
 
I am sorry Luxie had to leave you. You gave her a life of love and she will have taken those feelings with her on her journey to the bridge. Happy memories will stay in your heart and make you smile one day. Take care of yourself and I send you hugs x
Rest peacefully little piggy 🌈
 
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