Our Mabel

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Our old lady Mabel left us in the early hours of this morning.
In August, she'd been with us for 5 years & she was thought to be 3-4 when we rescued her. Her last "birthday" was 31st August and she was either 8 or 9 years old. She always lived inside with us and it was always so good to see her.
We loved her so much & she marks an end of an era for us as she was our last remaining piggy.

I've posted lots previously about Mabel, she continued to defy the odds & stay with us despite ovarian cysts, arthritis in her back legs & a likely reproductive tumour. She was totally blind in one eye and her hearing wasn't great more recently either. She'd also previously had a couple of instances of what were presumed to be seizures or mini strokes but she bounced back so well after giving us a few terrible scares. She was therefore considered to be palliative care some time ago & every time we took her to the vets for review they were surprised and pleased to see her. Despite all this she was such a happy soul, singing for and chomping all her food, bulldozing her bedding and doing lots of popcorining and happy squeaks.

She became ill suddenly yesterday morning when she stopped eating (she'd eaten fine on Friday evening as usual) so we knew things were changing for her. She had extra pain relief, syringe food & water, we held and cuddled her all day, doing our best to keep her comfortable. We'd agreed with the vet that if possible we'd like to keep her with us when the time came but we'd take her in as an emergency if needed.

She left us around 1.40am this morning, we were with her & she became unsettled so we were about to make the trip to the vet when she went further downhill very quickly. As it happened we wouldn't have made it there before she left us.
We think she may have left us before her body did, as she seemed to have a seizure of some kind not long before the end, she was there but didn't seem to be there, if that makes sense. We are hoping that means she didn't feel scared, even though we were terrified. It was so hard to be there but I'm glad she wasn't alone.

We had a million funny nicknames for her, sang songs and changed the words so they were about her, she made us laugh every day and we loved her dearly. Thankfully she had a great summer and spent a lot of time on the grass this year, which was a shock to us as we were convinced she was going to leave us about this time last year. So every day with her was a good day.

Today has been a truly awful day. My heart is honestly aching and it has been so quiet and weird without her here. I keep checking the clock thinking about when it's medicine time or food time.
It's frustrating people don't seem to understand how important piggies are to their owners. Perhaps it's easy to underestimate the impact such a little creature can have on your life if you've never had a Mabel.

RIP little Leggy. IMG_20181118_093453_434.webpIMG_20181118_093453_423.webpIMG_20181118_093453_438.webpFB_IMG_1542532694053.webp
 
I’m so sorry for your loss, what a wonderful tribute
 
Such a lovely tribute for a beautiful piggy. She was an amazing age which is also a tribute to your love and care.
Be gentle with yourself as you grieve
 
She had a very good life with such a wonderful owner. May she popcorn free over the rainbow bridge.
Sending hugs.
 
So sorry for your loss. Mabel sounds like she was a very special piggy and a fighter.
I know it's hard but be kind to yourself.
Sleep tight little Mabel.xx
 
I am so sorry for your loss, she was beautiful and had the most fantastic life with you please remember that, you loved her and she loved you in return. Huge hugs

Sleep well gorgeous girl

RIP Mabel
x x
 
So sorry for your loss. What a beautiful tribute to your beloved piggy.

RIP little one. xx
 
Thank you everyone. We miss her terribly.
I am really struggling with feelings of guilt that we didn't do the right thing for her. I know it's perhaps because we are grieving and punishing ourselves.
Being with her at the end was quite traumatising and it's hard not to think about and focus on that. I feel like we let her down. That we did a great job of making sure she had a good quality of life but I don't think she had a good death. I feel scared and upset because she did become distressed and she must have been in pain despite her extra painkillers.
Although as I said above it didn't seem like she was really present with us by that point.
We'd not really discussed a specific plan with our vet about what to do if she suddenly went really downhill and we couldn't get there in time. It was after 1am and we weren't sure what was going to happen, as I said above we wouldn't have made it to the emergency vet which is quite a drive away.
I know that she was elderly, had health problems & guineas are well known for hiding these & motoring on so knowing why she died wouldn't necessarily help or clarify whether we did the right thing. That isn't possible now as we buried her in our garden on Sunday.
But I am in a bad place & doubting every decision I made. :(
 
Please don't think that, you gave her such a wonderful life and so much love. It sounds as though the end was very quick and I know if it was me I'd want to be at home at the end rather than in a hospital if at all possible. Lovely that you were with her at the end when you'd given her such a fabulous life, although it must have been a very sad time. Xx
 
Thank you everyone. We miss her terribly.
I am really struggling with feelings of guilt that we didn't do the right thing for her. I know it's perhaps because we are grieving and punishing ourselves.
Being with her at the end was quite traumatising and it's hard not to think about and focus on that. I feel like we let her down. That we did a great job of making sure she had a good quality of life but I don't think she had a good death. I feel scared and upset because she did become distressed and she must have been in pain despite her extra painkillers.
Although as I said above it didn't seem like she was really present with us by that point.
We'd not really discussed a specific plan with our vet about what to do if she suddenly went really downhill and we couldn't get there in time. It was after 1am and we weren't sure what was going to happen, as I said above we wouldn't have made it to the emergency vet which is quite a drive away.
I know that she was elderly, had health problems & guineas are well known for hiding these & motoring on so knowing why she died wouldn't necessarily help or clarify whether we did the right thing. That isn't possible now as we buried her in our garden on Sunday.
But I am in a bad place & doubting every decision I made. :(
Don’t think like that, I’m sure you made all the right decisions and she knew that, I know you’ll miss her terribly and you always will, but eventually you’ll come to terms with the fact that she is happily popcorning over the rainbow bridge with all of the other rainbow bridge piggies.
 
Sorry to hear about Mable. It's very sad when as you know we lose a piggie under any circumstance. There's not a lot anyone can do when it happens. She was a little fighter and as your beautiful tribute mentions. She was not alone at the end and you must take comfort from that. . . you could been away or elsewhere but she gone to rainbow world with lots love etc.
RIP Mable you left a few humans with heavy hearts well done girl. Loved
 
I’m sorry I didn’t see your post earlier. I’m so sorry for your loss. popcorn free beautiful girl.
 
Aw, so sorry you have lost little Mabel. What a lovely tribute to her, she was a little fighter and gorgeous. Sleep tight little Mabel x
 
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