Piggy my love

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2009 a little chinchilla male guinea pig was being sold in my local petshop, I cuddled him and it was love instantly.

The petshop told me he had to be alone as other guinea pigs had picked on him and he was cruelly treated.

I brought him home, cuddled him, every few hours I had to get him out and cuddle him I was hooked. He bit me quick badly when I held him sometimes and he bit me real bad after 1 week of having him.

I put him back into the cage and was thinking of taking him back because I was scared of him cos the bite was deep.

That night I took him out of the cage bit nervous I wrapped him in my tshirt and I cuddled him for an hour and stroked him and he made happy noises which he hadnt made before. I think being wrapped up made him feel like he was in the womb again.

I decided that night and I spoke to him gently and said you shouldnt have bitten me cos I will never hurt you. Please dont bite again pleeease.

I then realised he was really traumatised and needed a lot of loving and kindness. I would get him out of the cage very often, let him run around the floor and I would sit with him, it took some getting used to and eventually he would run around and slowly came out of his shell.

I would be lying on the floor and he would come up to me put his front paws on my arm and lift his head up to me and kiss my nose then he would hop and skip around.

I cuddled him lots, took loads of photos and he would sit there happily making happy noises all content. When I ate dinner he would sit on table with me with his veggies and we ate together.

I talked to him a lot too and he loved it when i talked to him (he knew all my secrets) When I held him he would lick my nose and face for ages and ages and when he wanted toilet he would take my tshirt in his teeth and gently pulled.

Years passed and he became so bold and friendly he was afraid of nothing. Everytime i came home he would be up at his door of cage wheeking and excited to see what goodies ive brought home for him.

Every cuddle, every kiss, every moment watching him run around and skip and be happy, every wheek, every tear he licked away, every kiss I gave to him was precious - every time i gently held his rose petal ear and rubbed gently, he also loved me stroking his head - he would lift his head up and just go into a trance state when I stroked his head and cheaks with all my hand repeatedly.

He would sit on his stone (which enabled him to reach water bottle) he would eat his biscuits from his bowl then side step to his stone and look up towards to ceiling as if he were watching angels, his eyes were like little angels eyes, he would sit there munching away in a happy trance then drink from his bottle and sometimes I would squeeze the bottle to squirt water into his mouth - he loved that.

He was the love of my life - ive had many guinea pigs in my life but never one like him - he was special.

I would say gently "give mummy kissey" and he would lift his head up and kiss me - everytime I said those words he responded. He also knew his name I would call his name and he would come running over to me kiss my nose then skip and hop.

I got two little females for him to have company this year. He adored them. I wanted to have babies (of which I would keep all of them). He mated with the females last week.

I decided I would only have one litter of babies and would get Piggy neutered.

I researched the vet and researched into neutering and all seemed fine, I knew other piggies who were neutered at that vet and are alive and well today. so i arranged appointment for Piggy.

Thursday 16 June 2011 was the day........ Friday 17 June i bought Piggy home, he was trembling in the car.

I put him into his hospital cage with clean towels and nice food and he had a healthy appetite, and seemed back to his old self.

I checked on him every half hour and caught him bending right over licking his wounds I stopped him and distracted him with food. I then checked on him and to my devastation he was lying on his side and I saw little pink showing through stitches - he pulled glue out and wounds were open - I panicked so much was so scared - he was lying on his side not moving.

I phoned emergency vet - she said to come right now. Took him in mums car, he was all limp I held him close to me with clean towel wrapped around his wounds.

Vet looked and said all his intestines have come out through wounds he licked open - I held him in place while she prepared surgery table - hernia on left side needs to be stitched.

I held his head and front paws in my two hands and I kept kissing him and crying and telling him I'm so sorry - I shouldnt have got him neutered. I cried so hard his head was wet.

I looked into his eyes and i told him i love him and to please be strong I will never give up on him.

He wearily lifted his head and licked my nose then collapsed down. Through all the pain and shock he lifted his head and kissed me as if to reasure me he will be ok. I cried so hard. Then had to leave him to be operated on to fix him.

The next day the vet phoned me and told me he made a full recovery and is eating well and toileting well they have stitched him with proper stitches now not glue.

I asked if i can come and visit him, they said yes. He looked ok, I bought some his fave food with me. He ate some but not much. His hair all over was ruffled up which i know is a sign he not happy.
 
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Sunday 19 June the vet phoned me and said he is eating well, toileting well but has a lump on his right side and may be a surgical hernia and may need to open up and see whats happening. Piggy was on antibiotics and painkillers - all injections.

Monday 20 June - the vet phoned me to say they had operated on Piggy (without my consent) and corrected a right side hernia. They drove him 30 minutes to another vet to do surgery then drove him 30 minutes back to other surgery to be observed all night.

I was so angry they operated on him 3rd time without my consent - i never wanted him to be operated on third time - he been through enough already.

The vet phoned and apologised. I asked if i could see him they said yes.

Monday 20 June 2011 - I visited him, he was not in a good way, i bought him his fave food. He had his bottom to us, his head was in a cardboard box and he kept jumping/twitching.

I spoke to him and stroked his head and he tried to turn around but was too weak and fell down from trying to stand up and move. I just wanted to pick him up and cuddle him and kiss him but I didnt want to traumatise him or move him.

I read medical notes - it said Left side hernia fixed - possible right side hernia needs fixing.

We left in the hope he would be coming home Tuesday (today)

I received a phonecall this morning at 8.30am to say his heart gave out and he has passed away peacefully did not have any pain - they tried but they couldnt do anything. I was told a nurse would be watching him all night.

He died an hour after I visited him on Monday. Does this mean me visiting him possibly made him die cos he wanted to come home.

I went to the vet today to collect him, i brought him home, i lit a candle, unwrapped him, he was lying on his side and looked peaceful. I held him for the last time, he smelt so sweet, I kissed him then wrapped him in a towel, I placed him in my favourite gold jewellery box, bought some red roses and I buried him in a private special place - somewhere i can go visit him, I then placed the red roses at his grave with a little cross. The sun was shining all day.

I feel so bad because he was a perfectly healthy piggy and I consented to get him neutered and the vet made a mistake and he died.

I would not hurt a hair on his head and would never allow anyone else to hurt him either and somehow I did by getting him neutered I allowed someone to make surgery on him which killed him.

He was my life - no one understands - oh he is just a guinea pig they say - but no other guinea pig has ever touched my heart and has been SO HUMAN as Piggy and I let a vet do surgery on him which ended his life.

I hate myself because ive lost the one who meant the most to me, we been through so much together, he transformed from a scared little piggy into a loved and contented piggy and i get him neutered because I wanted him to have female girlfriends so he has his own kind for company as well as me.

I have two beautiful girls but they are not like Piggy and I'm so sorry to say this but I dont know what to do cos no one will ever replace Piggy.

I love him with aaaalll my heart and I regret getting him neutered its broken my heart so bad i feel like I'm torn in two and i dont know how to deal with life anymore. Thats how much i love him and miss him.

The vet made surgical mistake - after neutering they should have stitched his inaugeral wall so he would not get hernia. They should have stitched both sides left and right after neutering - he would be alive today. This is what i believe.

The vet said he was strong. The vet said they had neutered many guinea pigs for the rspca and none have ever had this problem or died. This should not have happened to my boy.

Piggy I'm so sorry - I should never have got you neutered and i hope you will forgive me - please forgive me Piggy I never wanted to lose you so soon I wanted you in my life forever - I love you I adore you I want you I miss you I yearn for you I need you - I'm sorry I let this happen.

If I had a second chance I would not have let this happen. Please forgive me - your my treasure and i dedicate song by luther vandross always and forever because always and forever I will love you and adore you and I will never ever ever forget you my precious Piggy. ")

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Part 3

Piggy bit me after a week of having him but from then onwards he was soooo gentle with his teeth and has never bitten me since, he trusted me and the way he was with me showed this.

best guinea pig in the world - he was more than a guinea pig - to me he was human.
 
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I loved kissing his sweet little rose petal ears, i loved kissing his cheaks, I loved burying my head into his coat, I loved him falling asleep on me, I loved his squeek, I loved his kisses, I loved his little skips and hops, I loved it when he tore around the floor like a little dog then would lie there on the carpet like a king. Oh God my treasure, my heart is broken truly broken. I dont know what I'm going to do without him in my life my little person.

tears are not enough to express the pain i feel. i feel i have died inside.
 
Part5

After visiting him the last time - an hour later I felt this overwhelming sensation come over me - i cant understand or express this experience, this was when he died and I felt something happen within me, a connection cut. I wanted to scream at what had happened.

I felt a connection had been cut............ i felt the moment he passed away and never found out until the next morning.

We are connected to our little ones in a deep way that cannot be explained by human language
 
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Every night he was at the vets I could not sleep i was stone cold awake every night. I didnt want to break the connection I wanted to be his strength from affar - think of him every hour so he would feel me from affar.

I'm so sorry Piggy please forgive me.
 
Oh love i'm so so sorry to hear about your darling Piggy 8...8...8...
RIP Piggy run free at the bridge, popcorn thru the lush green meadows and enjoy munching on sweet dandelions and clover, you'll so very sadly missed by your devastated mummy and friends but NEVER ever forgotten xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))) and lots of loves from Glynis, Velvet and Onyx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Another little star now twinkling in the sky ............. :(


What a heart felt and beautiful tribute to your darling Piggy x)xx>>>
I'm so sorry for what's happened, do not blame yourself love HUGS XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
He knew how much he was loved, what a little sweetie x)
 
thank you - its so hard such a little animal with such a human personality and character.

how am i going to live without him i just dont know i feel so numb

will he forgive me for neutering him will he know i loved him at his last moment here?

that i never let go of him in my mind i couldnt sleep cos i didnt want to let him go.

will he know that? will he know that he was my everything and i just wanted him to be happy

that i wanted him to be in love with girl piggies that i never wanted this to happen

will he know i ask myself i feel awful he would be here today if i had not neutered why did i do it
 
i thought he was coming home today

i had visions of holding him close to me in bed nursing him back to health

i would have held and kissed him better every second

I would have not slept just to watch him sleep just to make sure every moment i was with him watching over him loving him helping him heal

why couldnt i have just had the chance to hold him one last time and look into his eyes and tell him i love him
 
one more piggy kiss. one more wheek. one more feeding him his favourite parsley. one more moment oh gosh it hurts

if i had known he would die i would have not let him be neutered. thats the most painful thing of all is that i consented to him being neutered, he was healthy happy and content before this.

He was my little prince, the man of my house, he made life wondeerful he made life worth living just that one more day.

Waking up to his little queeks greeting me for food every morning, the little girls learnt from him that sqeeking gets food, he was so gentle with the girls, he would let the girls have all the bed and he would sleep outside. If the girls squeeked he would run around the floor searching for them to see they are ok then would relax when he found them. They looked to Piggy for protection for stability for everything too

i know they miss him too

piggy was my first love true love he was human in so many ways it sounds far fetched but he was
 
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You know whee all ask those same questions.........what if..........maybe i could've done this, or they could've done that...........

Piggy is very safe now and in no more pain xx>>>xx>>>xx>>>
I believe that my Mum is cuddling both our boys this helps to console me.

Go and give your sweet little girls some hugs and i'm sure they'll try their best to make you happy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
 
did you all see photos ok? isnt piggy gorgeous handsome my little prince
 
What a beautiful boy, I am so sorry for your loss. I go through the same thing when I lose a pet. I love to write and have wrote stories of when we first got them till the day they leave us to help me deal with it. Again, I am so sorry this has happened. His body may be gone, but his soul will forever be right beside you. When you think of him he's there, and when you speak to him he's listening.

x BIG HUGS x
 
whenever i took him to vets for checkup he always ran to me for safety.

when someone was cuddling him he always ran across to try get to me

when i left the room - I was told he looked for me. when the plumber came i was told he looked for me

when i left the room and he was running around on the floor - he would go up to the doorway and sniff for me

he was special
 
I'm so sorry for your loss, he was a very beautiful boy, its so easy to go through all the what ifs but focus on all your good memories, he had a great life with you, and the happy memories and cuddles from your girls will get you through it. Take care xx
 
I am so sorry
It was such a terrible loss for you
it's not your fault
x
 
So sorry you lost your special little boy, he was a gorgeous piggie, he would have known how much you adored him and it's obvious he loved you also.

It's so hard when you lose a piggie but in time you remember the good times, you have some wonderful memories and you'll never forget him, he lives on in your heart.

RIP Piggy
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ive found out from petshop (where I bought Piggy from) who bred my Piggy and I'm going to see Piggy's blood father on Friday to have a cuddle
 
this story just made me cry :( i'm so sorry for your loss. unless people have lost a beloved pet they can't understand how hard it is. i know you feel guilty, it's a natural part of grieving, but you really shouldn't blame yourself, you were just trying to do the best thing for your piggys. i hope that your sow is pregnant and then oyu can have a piggy number 2. sending lots of love x
 
Thank you my two girls both mated with piggy because the signs were all there the mating plugs etc

If they are pregnant it would make me so happy as Piggy will be surviving by his babies - I will keep all of them too as I have 6 large cages that are empty in my spare room. I also have dividers for the cages to separate male from female.

Ive read up on breeding and motherhood so am prepared.

Fingers crossed I will let you all know.
 
What makes my Piggys situation worse is the RSPCA highly recommended these vets for neutering and said they had all their guinea pigs neutered there.
 
I'm still so upset sorry i guess I'm going on and on - got no one else who understands apart from you all here ")
 
i dont know how I'm going to live without Piggy :0 the pain in my heart is so intense

has anyone any heart mending suggestions?
 
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