RIP you beautiful boy - Leo

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I'm feeling a little better, might be because I buried myself in food this evening (just chip shop chips) but I'm on a Weight Watchers diet I haven't been able to follow since last week due to ups and downs and then Leo's death. He used to go crazy about the smell of chip shop chips but he was never allowed them, being potato and everything lol. Bless him... Do you know something... I miss how he smells, it's weird, sometimes he'd stink so bad I could hardly hold him and other times he just had this smell which if I breathed in when hugging him made me so damn calm it was unbelieveable =[
 
It'll be 3 months since Leo died on the 25th of January and I came across some baby photos of him tonight and now I'm crying... the pain feels so fresh... I miss you baby whereever you went. I miss you more then anything in the world. <3
 
Beautifulmess said:
It'll be 3 months since Leo died on the 25th of January and I came across some baby photos of him tonight and now I'm crying... the pain feels so fresh... I miss you baby whereever you went. I miss you more then anything in the world. <3
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awww big hugs xx>>>,the pain never goes away but in time you will have more happy than sad thoughts,rip sweet boy xx
 
I think it's because the baby photos are when I got him from P@H and well he's in a sorry state... he's so skinny and has sores on his whiskey area...

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Coming across pictures when you are still grieving, can really whack you around! After Minx died, I wasn't able to look at pictures of her for months.

On the other hand - Leo had such a great life with you and you have given him so much love in the time he had with you.
 
I hope so, he seemed to love me lots more then Africa did, Africa loves me now... I guess I bonded more with Leo at the beginning, Corly doesnt really like me haha

I miss the affection from Leo I think... he really loved being out with me, just sitting, just being stroked, just letting me chat about nothing... He's just sit.. I miss it, like a best friend :(
 
Seeing the beautiful healthy boy Leo grew into is a testament to your care. Coming across a photo can bring back a lot of memories.It took me quite some time to be able to look at my photos of Farquhar without shedding a tear. Leo was beautiful and he will be watching over you and Africa from Rainbow Bridge.
 
it is quite normal! i only have to think of my rabbit poppy who was my baby and tears come to my eyes and he has been gone over 15 years! I still cry if i think about him lots i had him over 11 years and he was my best friend! as long as you can think of lovely things that might you cry and your heart ache, you know in your heart of hearts you did the best by him and that is all that matters!
 
Yeah, it's just the change of love i think... my new guinea pig and Africa are so different and it's love that they are but I'm lacking my love now =[ Which is why I miss him most.. I don't want the pain to come back, it's not good, i dont avoid pictures of him, actually afterwards i made a huge photo album of him... it's the baby pictures that hurt me for some reason...

(it's like when michael jackson died, icried when i heard the jackson 5 sing, not his modern day music lol) its horrible to think that young thing... animal/person is no longer here.
 
Leo is a very beautiful boy. Sleep well x x

I'm sure he's watching over you, Africa and Corley and knows how much you love and miss him
 
Little Piggles said:
Leo is a very beautiful boy. Sleep well x x

I'm sure he's watching over you, Africa and Corley and knows how much you love and miss him
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I do hope so. Since I've started missing him, I've gotten quiet weird.. I don't know what it is, but I feel numb almost, or detached from the world again. I don't know what I prefer.
 
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