Sleep tight Miss Bramble, my special little girl <3

I am sobbing over this.. what a beautiful piggie. I am so sorry for your loss
 
Today has been hard, I forgot you weren't here for some reason. Like I've done hundreds of times I lay on the floor after cleaning the pigs because my back hurts, and I reached out my hand to find you so you could boop my hand with your head, like you used to, just to let me know you were bimbling around on the floor nearby. But you werent there.
It's been almost 5 months and it still hurts as much as the day you left :(
 
Eriathwen said:
Today has been hard, I forgot you weren't here for some reason. Like I've done hundreds of times I lay on the floor after cleaning the pigs because my back hurts, and I reached out my hand to find you so you could boop my hand with your head, like you used to, just to let me know you were bimbling around on the floor nearby. But you werent there.
It's been almost 5 months and it still hurts as much as the day you left :(
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Feeling of love never forget
This won't heal but from me and my piggies lots love TLC.
Bramble missed but leaves her image. x
 
Sending you hugs, it's so hard when these moments creep up on you. With me it's early mornings if I sleep a bit late, I think I'm late with Bracken's pain killers and in a flash I remember he doesn't need them anymore. Xx
 
piggieminder said:
Sending you hugs, it's so hard when these moments creep up on you. With me it's early mornings if I sleep a bit late, I think I'm late with Bracken's pain killers and in a flash I remember he doesn't need them anymore. Xx
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Ditto. it's a reminder of what we do for our piggies.
Big Hugs
 
Eriathwen said:
Today has been hard, I forgot you weren't here for some reason. Like I've done hundreds of times I lay on the floor after cleaning the pigs because my back hurts, and I reached out my hand to find you so you could boop my hand with your head, like you used to, just to let me know you were bimbling around on the floor nearby. But you werent there.
It's been almost 5 months and it still hurts as much as the day you left :(
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Aw, so sorry, they leave such a chunk out of your heart x she will be looking down from a beautiful place and watching you and her piggie friends x
 
Thanks guys, this forum really is a great place to be, everyone just understands.
I think it's because I had to write down all Leonard's medications he's on now because I keep forgetting, its odd creating a routine around a special needs piggy that isn't her.
I feel guilty that I'm spending the time I have left with Leonard, grieving for Bramble, but he doesn't seem to mind, he's having the time of his life with the extra attention bless him!
I hope she's enjoying where ever she is, because if not then she won't be shy in letting them know about it :xd:
 
Oh I’m so sorry, Bramble was a beautiful girl and such a character. Often reminding me of my own wonky Tonks. I know how you feel, I recently lost my first pig and I haven’t even had the strength to create a post for her on the bridge yet. I can’t make it real yet. It’s the smallest things that make us feel like the wind has been knocked out of us all over again. Even something as simple as accidentally bringing in 5 bits of carrots instead of 4... I hope it gets easier for you, I know how hard it is when you’re nursing sick pigs and the guilt that follows but I hope he’s better soon and you’re all healing x
 
Thankyou, i've actually cried so hard my ribs feel bruised.. it feels like someones been jumping on them.
I find myself picking a seed head out of the hay and thinking 'Bramble would have loved that bit..' and none of the other little want anything to do with it 😅
We cleaned out the animals cupboard the other day too and found her lost brush and comb, complete with part of her fuzzy bum attached to it so that was difficult. It just seems to be a constant barrage of little things that no one else notices and I feel ridiculous breaking down over a piece of hay.
On the plus side, knowing that she is the reason I'm still here, everything we went through together has made me determined not to slip into old bad habits, i've been making sure I eat well for her, get plenty sleep, enough to keep on top of the other piggies needs anyway. I don't want to disappoint her.
 
So much love. I lost my George 6 months ago and I still look at big dandelions and think George would love those. It is hard when all those memories come flooding back. When ever I find something that belonged to George, like bits of stray hair. I think of it as his little gift to me, reminding me he still loves me and is still a part of my life.
Sending you hugs.xx
 
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