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mum
I can"t believe that I lost my Spice at 3.30am this morning.
He had refused all syringed food and water that afternoon and didn"t take any food for himself.I curled up with him yesterday evening and wrapped him in my fleece,he always settles like that.Something told me that he was letting go and I can understand why.These abscesses have been ongoing since May and in the last week he had another 3 come up ,in the same area,while he was still on antibiotics.He has fought so hard and I really did think that he would be ok.....up until last night.I took him to bed with me and lay stroking his beautiful little head.I kept offering him water and cc but he just let it drip from his mouth.I had to accept that he couldn"t fight anymore.At 3.30am his little legs went for their last run and then he was still.
I can"t put into words how I feel.We had built up such a strong bond ,that I feel abit lost and dazed without him today.I can"t bring myself to bury him today,I will tomorrow.
I hope you ran to the Bridge my Spice and that you"re healthy again now and eating lots of grass in the sun.Wait for me my little furry friend and remember that I love you so much.......until we meet again............x
He had refused all syringed food and water that afternoon and didn"t take any food for himself.I curled up with him yesterday evening and wrapped him in my fleece,he always settles like that.Something told me that he was letting go and I can understand why.These abscesses have been ongoing since May and in the last week he had another 3 come up ,in the same area,while he was still on antibiotics.He has fought so hard and I really did think that he would be ok.....up until last night.I took him to bed with me and lay stroking his beautiful little head.I kept offering him water and cc but he just let it drip from his mouth.I had to accept that he couldn"t fight anymore.At 3.30am his little legs went for their last run and then he was still.
I can"t put into words how I feel.We had built up such a strong bond ,that I feel abit lost and dazed without him today.I can"t bring myself to bury him today,I will tomorrow.
I hope you ran to the Bridge my Spice and that you"re healthy again now and eating lots of grass in the sun.Wait for me my little furry friend and remember that I love you so much.......until we meet again............x