Fluffbabies
Junior Guinea Pig
Hi everyone,
I apologise that I've been posting in the forums quite a lot lately.
I'm really struggling with a mix of apathy and anxiety after losing one of our pigs and starting treatment for the other five all with URIs. They have seen the vet and we started antibiotics and probiotics last night. One is older and fighting a UTI on top. I am in shock that it has all happened and devastated but I can't cry anymore to let it out because I am so worried about the five which are sick.
I'm currently off work because I can't focus on anything. I find myself watching them and analysing them constantly all day every day. I know it's not healthy and it makes me feel worse when they're all sleeping for like an hour or more because I worry they're not eating even though their daily weigh ins are stable so far.
I know logically it's because the one that died deteriorated so fast that she did not lose any weight and she seemed to be eating, just slower. It was so subtle I didn't catch it and so when I tried to syringe feed, she would not have anything and I think she had already started shutting down. I'm trying not to torture myself with those what ifs. I took her to two specialists and they didn't catch it.
I know I'm giving them their medications but I am so paranoid they will deteriorate and I won't catch it and lose more of them. How do all six indoor piggies get a URI?! Especially the four young ones. Where did it come from? I must have done something wrong?
I have spoken to my counsellor twice about it and she's suggested I do what I need to for them then try and step away for an hour or two at a time because it's not realistic for me to do more. But I have no want to do anything. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I feel sick to my stomach. I know I'm behind on work but I can't bring myself to turn my laptop on to see what the situation is. I can't focus on anything to watch or listen to. I can't listen to music because it just makes me cry. I'm meant to be at work Saturday and Sunday but I can't face anything. I just feel empty.
I've only just managed to get off the sofa and have a shower. I probably should go for a walk but it's like I can't be alone right now. My partner went back to work today and I'm struggling being by myself. I don't have anyone else to talk to. I'm just so overwhelmed I can't do one thing to look after myself.
Does anyone have any tips how to cope with five sick piggies at once? How do you look after yourself? Is weighing them in the mornings only enough to see deterioration?
I just want to feel better. I just want to rewind to a week or two ago when all six were happy and healthy and life was normal! How's it gone so wrong?
I apologise that I've been posting in the forums quite a lot lately.
I'm really struggling with a mix of apathy and anxiety after losing one of our pigs and starting treatment for the other five all with URIs. They have seen the vet and we started antibiotics and probiotics last night. One is older and fighting a UTI on top. I am in shock that it has all happened and devastated but I can't cry anymore to let it out because I am so worried about the five which are sick.
I'm currently off work because I can't focus on anything. I find myself watching them and analysing them constantly all day every day. I know it's not healthy and it makes me feel worse when they're all sleeping for like an hour or more because I worry they're not eating even though their daily weigh ins are stable so far.
I know logically it's because the one that died deteriorated so fast that she did not lose any weight and she seemed to be eating, just slower. It was so subtle I didn't catch it and so when I tried to syringe feed, she would not have anything and I think she had already started shutting down. I'm trying not to torture myself with those what ifs. I took her to two specialists and they didn't catch it.
I know I'm giving them their medications but I am so paranoid they will deteriorate and I won't catch it and lose more of them. How do all six indoor piggies get a URI?! Especially the four young ones. Where did it come from? I must have done something wrong?
I have spoken to my counsellor twice about it and she's suggested I do what I need to for them then try and step away for an hour or two at a time because it's not realistic for me to do more. But I have no want to do anything. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I feel sick to my stomach. I know I'm behind on work but I can't bring myself to turn my laptop on to see what the situation is. I can't focus on anything to watch or listen to. I can't listen to music because it just makes me cry. I'm meant to be at work Saturday and Sunday but I can't face anything. I just feel empty.
I've only just managed to get off the sofa and have a shower. I probably should go for a walk but it's like I can't be alone right now. My partner went back to work today and I'm struggling being by myself. I don't have anyone else to talk to. I'm just so overwhelmed I can't do one thing to look after myself.
Does anyone have any tips how to cope with five sick piggies at once? How do you look after yourself? Is weighing them in the mornings only enough to see deterioration?
I just want to feel better. I just want to rewind to a week or two ago when all six were happy and healthy and life was normal! How's it gone so wrong?