Oh my god, sweetheart, i just dont know what to say, i am in tears, i have only just read this thread, i thought it would be someone thanking suzy for her help with babies or something, i never even checked it, I am so sorry i didn't and haven't offered any support or sent any vibes. That poor girl has been through so SO much, as have you and Matthew, you are both amazing piggy parents, you went to amazing lengths for her and she knows how much you cared and how much she was loved!
I wish i could just hold you and wipe away your tears, i am so so sorry she didn't make it but she is pain free now.
Sleep wel beautiful girly, will Blow a kiss to your bright star tonight.
Please feel free to PM me for a chat, rant, moan, support whatever! x