Thank you for your kind wordsThese really are awful situations, all of us unfortunately know that, but this means we understand each other's pain here.
I know I should perhaps be talking about pts and being kind to Olivia in that way, but I have a problem with loss and letting go, I have to accept that it would be just too much to ask of me. I know It's likely I will beat myself up later on over this, it's happened already with other rainbow piggies, but I can't help it for now.