Casper died yesterday. He was so beautiful and I miss him so much. He was white with a smokey coloured nose,ears and toes and his eyes were pink. He was very gentle natured. He died in my arms. He seemed so afraid and I'm thinking I maybe should have left him in his cage where he was resting quietly. I picked him up because I wanted him to feel close to me and feel my love for him and know that he wasn't alone. My heart is breaking. He was 4 years and 5 months old and came to live with me on Christmas Eve in 2006. My home is sad without him, he was the last of my 3 piggies. Many people just cannot understand the depth of loss and grief but I know the forum community will understand completely. I needed to tell someone who understands how special and beautiful he was. Babsmam.