That is good news. Please be kind to yourself. the pain does get less raw with time
I have copied and pasted the below from the bereavement guide on the forum -
The onset of the grieving process is generally characterised by feelings of guilt or failure; we all experience them to some degree or other and it usually takes some time until head and heart come together again. This can be a lot worse in the wake of an unexpected/unexplained sudden death, a major battle for the life of a beloved piggy, if you have struggled to get a guinea pig to a vet in time or had to make the decision to put your piggy to sleep.
If you would like to speak about your feelings and would welcome the sympathy and support from other people who understand how much the loss of a beloved guinea pig can affect you, then you are always welcome to start a thread in our Guinea Pig or General Chat section.
Sometimes, it can help to start a diary about your feelings, but also about all the little things that you are missing, about snatches of shared things and precious snatches of memories, especially if you are inconsolable.
If you struggle with the grieving process to the extent that you are unable to get on with your daily life or sleep, or move on after a suitable time, please contact a pet bereavement service. There are free and anonymous phone lines in many countries available that can help you cope with your loss. Pet bereavement can happen to anybody; there is no shame in it!
This link here gives you an overview for available services the UK: SupportLine - Problems: Pet Bereavement: Advice, support and information