I am so sorry - you did everything you could. It is always so upsetting and you are always left wondering whether there has been anything you could have done better. You wouldn't be a caring owner if you didn't!
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I'm sure she is.really feel for you,sitting here crying my eyes out at the momentPS Seems somehow fitting that the sun is out here after a gloomy few days. Hope Rogue is popcorning and making friends. At least she had a happy life with us. xx
PS Seems somehow fitting that the sun is out here after a gloomy few days. Hope Rogue is popcorning and making friends. At least she had a happy life with us. xx
I just spotted a rainbow, so i think she may have started her journey x>>
Ok here we go ...
Got a call from lovely vet this morning. He said that he had given her strong painkillers but she was still vibrating as she had been, dribbling and refusing food or water. I think they syringe fed her some rescue remedy and tried tempting her but to no interest. He said that she was huddled up in her cosy and looked depressed.
We could operate but she was getting weaker and was unlikely to come through, esp as they didn't know what it was. They did an aspiration biopsy thing but wouldn't get results for a day or two.
Asked him what was best for Rogue, not us, and he said that they could operate but it meant putting her body through stress and it was unlikely to work. So we opted to have her pts on two vets' opinions. Most horrible, horrible decision, did it for her not us.
They waited until we were there. It broke my heart to see her, she was hunched in the cosy and just looked broken, like she had given up. Even though she had had painkillers she looked uncomfortable and just gone really.
I held her and she snuggled into her normal position and wanted comfort. So did I, that broke my heart.
I can't believe that she has gone. We have her physically here and got pet cremation picking her up - this may sound silly but can;t bear to bury her here as we are in a rented house - I don't want to leave her.
Storm and Misty (sisters) look ok but a bit subdued. They won't blame us for her disappearing will they? Will they be ok as a pair? They are not cuddly guineas with each other.
Don't know what to do with myself now. If you want to see her have a look at stories and photos section - funnily enough I took them two days ago.
Keep going over what happened - feel as if I should have done more, but no lump was visible to eye or touch, took her to vet as soon as she changed. Please reassure me!
Lots of love to all guineas and piggle owners x
have you put her body in with her sisters so they can understand where she has gone so its closure for them too? ! x