Myspecialpigs
New Born Pup
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In the summer I went on a two week holiday with my family at the time we had 2 guinea pigs-Sooty almost 4 and peanut almost 3 when I left they both right as rain squeaking and being there general selves I left with my trust neighbor who has her own guinea pigs who have lived very long lives.
When I came back sooty who I'd like to add was so close who jumped to me if he was on another person and loved me and I love him dearly anyway when I.came back he was breathing strangely we watched him closely for the rest of the day and he was no better at night I woke up to my mum rushing him to the vet she came back and the vet said he has a cold I was happy because it was not fatal the next couple of days he was no better with medication so I went back to the vets she gave and him an X RAY. But no asnestic because he was just lying down where ver he was. He was weak. They found bits of pneumonia in his lungs and said if these meds don't work there's nothing we can do. We went home and tried to feed him some purayed food we got from them the vets he wasn't eating it so I put on my finger and he licked it a bit I sat with him on the sofa from 3 to 1 in the he morning in this time we whizzed up his favourite fruits into a smoothie which he eat after I go my duvet so did my mum and we slept in the lounge while he layer in a box with blankets and my cushion I went to sleep cuz I was tired at three my mum shouted my name saying immie it took me a minute to realise becseue it was all a rush and I ran upstairs to my dad and said something's wrong with sooty I got downstairs and he was barely breathing he died there in my arms. I feel as thought if I had been quicker getting up he would be alive and that if I hadn't gone on holiday and enhjoyed myself he would be alive-yes I'm crying and I also feel guilt because at the time I was going through an awful lot of social media drama and I cried so much that day but then I saw topped it's like blocked out and I just didn't feel anything any more even we we got some friends for my other guinea pig the magic was gone. I feel guilty like it wa smear of me not to cry more but even thought the magic has come back with my guiena pigs I still feel so guilty and cry so much at night I just dint know what to do . Please help
When I came back sooty who I'd like to add was so close who jumped to me if he was on another person and loved me and I love him dearly anyway when I.came back he was breathing strangely we watched him closely for the rest of the day and he was no better at night I woke up to my mum rushing him to the vet she came back and the vet said he has a cold I was happy because it was not fatal the next couple of days he was no better with medication so I went back to the vets she gave and him an X RAY. But no asnestic because he was just lying down where ver he was. He was weak. They found bits of pneumonia in his lungs and said if these meds don't work there's nothing we can do. We went home and tried to feed him some purayed food we got from them the vets he wasn't eating it so I put on my finger and he licked it a bit I sat with him on the sofa from 3 to 1 in the he morning in this time we whizzed up his favourite fruits into a smoothie which he eat after I go my duvet so did my mum and we slept in the lounge while he layer in a box with blankets and my cushion I went to sleep cuz I was tired at three my mum shouted my name saying immie it took me a minute to realise becseue it was all a rush and I ran upstairs to my dad and said something's wrong with sooty I got downstairs and he was barely breathing he died there in my arms. I feel as thought if I had been quicker getting up he would be alive and that if I hadn't gone on holiday and enhjoyed myself he would be alive-yes I'm crying and I also feel guilt because at the time I was going through an awful lot of social media drama and I cried so much that day but then I saw topped it's like blocked out and I just didn't feel anything any more even we we got some friends for my other guinea pig the magic was gone. I feel guilty like it wa smear of me not to cry more but even thought the magic has come back with my guiena pigs I still feel so guilty and cry so much at night I just dint know what to do . Please help