I would just like to say thank you to all of you for leaving such kind comments of support, I really appreciate it and they help me to come to terms with what has happened. I will be posting a tribute thread within the next few days when I am able to get all photos together. I am feeling completely overwhelmed by feelings, I feel anger that I have been robbed of my little girl. She was just 3 and half, which is still pretty young. She should of had double that. In my heart I know it was the
right and
best decision
for Daisy. Absolutely everything was tried to get her pain managed but it was so severe that not even the strongest of pain relief was able to cover it.
I was able to spend time with Daisy in the bereavement suite yesterday before they took her off to be helped to sleep. I had her in a cuddle cup bed, I told her how sorry I was that it had come to this and that I loved her. She was then returned a little while later, still in the cuddle cup but this time fast asleep. She looked so peaceful, she was out of pain but it was so hard to see and know that my little girl was never going to be awake again. I broke down in tears, both myself and my granny were a sobbing mess! The vets were so nice and allowed us to spend time with Daisy afterwards.
I also have got a hair clipping of Daisy so I can get it put into a little glass keepsake pendant like I have done with her half sister's Ruby's hair and my rabbit Flopsy's. Now Daisy has been left for cremation via the vets, I know from reading online that it is not always the best thing to do going through the vets. However I have got cremations done before via the vets and the actual place where they send them looks to be pretty legit. She will be having an individual cremation
http://www.pcsonline.org.uk/individual-cremations
The only thing I do not like about doing cremations through the vets is that there is only one designated pickup/collection a week so you have to wait quite a while before you get them back, maybe a week or two. I wonder if it is too late to collect her and take her somewhere ourselves? I don't know why It is on my mind as we have had two cremations done this way before.