Thank you everyone for your kind words xx
I haven't been able to respond in a few days, since the pain of losing Ampeeri has been almost too much to bear. The first couple of days were horrible, as I was at work at the office, and I had to rush to the loo to cry for multiple times a day. At the worst times I feel an actual physical pain for the loss of Ampeeri. I miss him so much.
I'm also second guessing everything at the moment. Did I treat him right, did the vets treat him right? Could I've done something differently to save him? Did I decide to have him pts too soon or too late? And why it had to be him, when he was so young still and so full of life. Could I've done something to prevent him becoming poorly at all?
I just miss my dear, special boy so much
I haven't been able to respond in a few days, since the pain of losing Ampeeri has been almost too much to bear. The first couple of days were horrible, as I was at work at the office, and I had to rush to the loo to cry for multiple times a day. At the worst times I feel an actual physical pain for the loss of Ampeeri. I miss him so much.
I'm also second guessing everything at the moment. Did I treat him right, did the vets treat him right? Could I've done something differently to save him? Did I decide to have him pts too soon or too late? And why it had to be him, when he was so young still and so full of life. Could I've done something to prevent him becoming poorly at all?
I just miss my dear, special boy so much