So, I've got an update. Of sorts. Apologies, because this one's a long 'un:
I'm transgender. That injection I keep being unable to get is a hormone injection. Without it my uterus is going "back to work" and unfortunately it's causing a good bit of havoc in the process - kidneys, bowels, my psoriasis has basically exploded again, migraines and hot flushes. Those can last for a few minutes to a few hours, I don't know if and when they'll start, and they're always accompanied by a temperature spike. Always. This has been the case since I was a teenager.
This is a problem because uh oh, temperature spike.
I can't get tested for Covid. I've asked. Hell I've begged. Nope, it's too late for it, even for walking myself a couple miles into town and out again to get tested at the walk through centre. The NHS won't test because funnily enough it's been several weeks. But I'm not allowed into my GP surgery again until I get tested and yes, I told them I can't. Hell I rang up at 7am on the dot when they opened yesterday (Friday) just to be sure, but I'm almost certain somebody's saying I'm not bothering to make the calls. THEN they told me that really, people were dying and since it wasn't going to physically kill me to not have my injection, well then I could just wait til next Thursday to discuss it with a GP then.
It was due on the 19th June, it was due yesterday, it'll be due again 14th August with no sign it's actually going to happen. They haven't been in touch with the endocrinologist (which is always fun - half a decade of "no we can't prescribe this it has to be done under the care of an appropriate endocrinologist" but they're happy to screw with the prescription at the first available opportunity), there's been no attempt to even attempt to cover the prescription some other way and now I'm dealing with the fallout. Leaving the mental health side of things out, the psoriasis, migraines and inability to regulate my own body temperature are making me physically ill. I can't eat, I'm drinking all my calories at the minute because nothing else works lol. Once everything is back to some semblance of normal I'm going to be switching GPs because this is insane.
I've almost certainly got a bladder infection again but I can't do anything because I can't see the GP. I can't do anything about being tested for the anaemia _again_ because if my B12 levels have nosedived it's not like I'm going to be able to get the injections is it? I have to wait til Wednesday before I can even get speaking to the endocrinologist and I'm going to be asking if there's a way around this that takes my GP out of the loop entirely. I'm not a child, I won't be patronised with being told it'll not kill me and that I should keep quiet because people are dying by the reception staff.
They could have made an effort to let me have this injection that didn't involve me having to go into the surgery for it. When I started on the hormones I deliberately chose this option because the other injection options must be done by a health professional - this one does not. But banning me from my meds isn't discrimination, at all. Just good business, y'know?